What should I do? and What should I write..

Actually, I do open the "New Post" window every night.
However, before I start to type anything, I closed it.
Why? Erm..
Maybe I hope to eternify the sweet memories and forget the sorrow part.
I try to think less and take more actions, but it oesn't help to improve my life either.
Hope to fix it soon..

振作！要振作一点！

加油！要跑快一点！

努力！你是行的！