The Struggle

The mood of final exam and semester break keep bothering me.

Stressful ~

Because of final is coming, but I haven't fully start my engine.

Many theories and laws need to be memorize but I still spend my time on jogging.

I will start to feel sleepy and bored whenever I saw so much words..

Exciting~

Semester going start once the exams over.

Count Downing for Christmas to come.

A special season for loving and sharing.

I hope all the plan go nothing wrong.

Sad~

New Year is coming following Christmas.

My New Year resolution of year 2009, I think I'll fail to achieve them.

And my birthday wish too, going to collapse soon.

I'm growing up, but growing older at the same time.

I have been doing nothing for this 2 years of my University Life besides enjoying them with fun and food.

WIshing~
Thoughts are inside my head but I don't have the chance to share them out yet.

I got to balance my life and my time better next semester.

Goals must be set clearly and specifically.

SO that I would not loss them so easily next time.

GAMBATEH! be optimise~

Life will be better, just keep moving forward~

^^

status

Exam is approching..

But,

I became more lazy..

May be not lazy,

is trying thousand ways and finding thousand of excuse to run away from doing revision..

It happens everytime.

Will the situation turns better this time?

I wonder...

"Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone,

I'll been waiting all there's left to do is run..."

"Stop day dreaming la!!!"

感触篇

是时候要磨练自己的话语程度了，所以，会常用华语写部落格。

考试将近，咱会有多点时间上来抒发下情绪。

咱刚从吉隆坡回来，是以世辩叁的身份到国能大学帮忙一场多媒体大学（甲院与赛城）与当地辩论队的一场友谊赛。说来可笑，这是我第一次真正的去观赏辩论比赛。比较精彩的是之后到
South City Plaza所观赏的南洋大学与博大的辩论赛。

其实，那一切都不是重点。重点是，我在回程中与巧慧谈天与分享的时候，引起很多心得。

“不要问，不要说，一切尽在无言中...”
这是不对的咯。还很大错特错。
因为你不是我，就不了解我在想什么。
所以，人与人的沟通还是用说出心里真实的话来，才不会有代沟和误会。
还有，用词在沟通方面也占据重要角色。
每个人的用词和其含义（也就是他想表达的意思）都各人不同。
所以在沟通时有必要明确表明立场。
而当误会产生的时候，有必要立刻解决，而不是忍气吞声，让怨气越来越重。
最适当的解决方案，也就是找个第三者帮忙和解与评理。

(因为室友明早八点有课所以长话短说)

所谓“它山之石可以攻玉”
每个人都是不完美的，但性格和脾气是可以改的。
如果能常闻人之短而补己之长，就能更好。
Good is not enough, but I'm not requesting for perfect, cos nobody will be perfect, just try to be better, to cultivate perfect gradually.

总结是，和知己分享忧与愁是件很快乐的事。
Listen to the third party point of view might inspiring u a lot,
Sharing is the fastest way to learn.

ps:我自知之明喜欢低调，但并不代表我没有立场或冷酷，只是满热一点，和习惯沉默罢了。
不过，我的眼睛还是看不到自己，有不对的地方，不妨给与批评，我相信我能改变。

Pasport

Well, I slept on 2am this morning but woke up on 7.30am. Wat's up?
Just to make pasport lolz...

My very kind Wei Keong drive a long long way to fetch me early in the morning.
The imigration department open on 7.30am but we arrive about 9am. So there was alreasy a long queue there.
I took my pasport photo near the cafeteria and wondering should I take the queue..
Well, I did queue to get my number. A nice number, 1118.
But, the number board showing "1003".
My god.. We waited for 3 to 4hours there watching Barbie. Sien~

After finished the payment, we went for lunch with Jeffrey, Wen Jun and Kim San.
We heading to Windmill Restaurant at Jusco.
The food is not too disappointing but not sumptuos enough. My rank is just 2.5 per 5 only.
After tat, we shop around Jusco before we went back.

And it was about 4pm, we went back to the imigration department to collect the pasport. Well, somebody miss the entrance so we have waited 120s for 3 times of the traffic light to turn green.
Huh, the incredible and horrible hot weather really cook us lively in the car.

But, I finally get my pasport.. ^^
Looking forward to go out station but still have to settle my assignment and final first..
Haiz.. GOt to start drawing again later...

GAMBATEH!!!

人生史迹

不是不想写，只是太多的杂念，不知从何说起。

人生很短，时间却很长。

经历了很多喜怒哀乐，却不足以重点化。

因为高调 = 自豪 = 骄傲 = 腐败。

怎么人性就是那么容易的腐败？

吃喝玩乐就是人生么？很颓废的生活着。

如果没有期望，是不是真的不会有失望？很颓丧的期待着。

我也只是汪洋中飘浮不定的小船。

随风而漂，水浪而去。

没有目标，糊涂的活着，人云亦云的活着。

使尽全力，却换回一事无成。

呼吸=活着？行尸走肉也不过如痴的活着。

现实中的大步走着，虚拟中却是如此却步。

如果说，我的存在，只是浪费资源，为社会添加寄生虫。

那么，为什么我还活着？

每一次的挫折，我都说：振作一点！不要放弃，你是可以的？

却一而再的逃避现实，推卸责任，闪避问题。

我，变了吗？

还是，这才是我的原来？

懦弱也！

next sunday

Yeah!! Mid term was over...
I dunno why I'm feeling happy just now..
Maybe I ate too much sugar (chocolate drink and a Kit Kat as dinner and sirap bandung as supper).. haha...

Evey time something important over, like mid term, i will start to relax myself..
Well, tis is not a good symptom because I still got Engineers Graphics assignment to summit on Thursday and Japanese-language proficients test on NEXT SUNDAY!!

Huh...
I just hope I can get enough sleep tonight and my mental can be revive because I had 3 hours sleeping time on last sunday morning..
I pray hard that my hair don't grow so many white and brown hair and my Panda eyes can recover ASAP..

Got to sleep lo.. Nite.. ^^

感触篇

阳光普照的早晨，吹着阵阵的凉风。
蓝蓝的天空，配上朵朵漂浮的白云，
树上的叶子随风摇弋，地上的草叶点头微笑。
雨过的天晴，总是留了点涩涩的感觉，
清清凉凉，快快活活。

塞翁失马，焉知祸福。
本来就不属于我的，何必执著？

成长的代价，也就是舍去童真。

怀念，那段有音符陪伴的日子。

有泪、有汗、有口水。

愿各往东西的朋友们，

生活如意。

有缘再会。

静下心来，用心聆听着美好的世界，你会发现另一片美妙的旋律。

~偷闲上来抒发一下压力，接下来又要与时间赛跑了。加油！~