Friday, July 31, 2009

sorry for late


This is the picture by Qiao Hui and Siew Hiong. They really spent lots of time and effort on the slide show, once again, Thank you very much. Love you gals so much. Muacks..
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Well, I'm so sorry to say that I'm kinda busy right now.
So I hope I got time to update bout my birthday if I can finish my work early tonight.
I'm going home, Seremban one tomorrow morning. Although I will have 1 week of mid term break, but I got the feeling of not enough time to rest or to prepare 4 exam. Because you know why, I got camp. Haha.. Update later ya.. ^^

Thursday, July 30, 2009

昨天的生日

生日快乐,
我对自己说,
蜡烛点了,
希望亮了,
热烈庆祝,
画面连片,
祝我生日,
快乐!


过了啦,我也老了啦。不再是十八岁的姑娘了。伤心。

一开始的期待,当然是有。
当中的喜悦,掩不住。
后来的感动,也很多

有太多的谢谢,又太多太多的感动,要一一报告。
谢谢明施与一般老朋友的用心和礼物,很贴心、也很感动。
谢谢俊仁的第一首生日歌。
谢谢世衡的巧克力和蛋糕。
谢谢健辉,特地驾车下来。
谢谢金胜挑生日蛋糕。
谢谢俊宇帮忙做协调工作。
谢谢伟强录唱了我最爱的歌。
最后的最后,要谢谢巧慧和筱璇,尽心策划的生日计划和感人的slide show。
(我还没为熊熊取名字,想到在告诉你们)

你们肯定花了不少时间、精力与金钱去筹备,谢谢!
不管是用SMS,Email,MSN或打电话,
谢谢每个祝福我的人,谢谢你记得我,谢谢!

因为真的很累了,明天8点课,明天再详细报告,并附上照片。晚安! ^^

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

ありがとございます!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

我想我还是 不够成熟

还达不到 你的要求

我真的没有想的太多

只是怀念 你走以后

离开难道真的是解脱

难道 真的要事过境迁了以後才懂

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

倔强抬起头 决不让眼泪往下流

倔强说不痛 假装什么伤都没有

真的不难过 笑着和你挥挥手

终于想起我要说什么了。

~ 不够成熟 ~ 不知真么啦,最近变得那么幼稚。

还是,一开始就装得太成熟,现在无法回头了。

有时候觉得自己的心态很老,老的不肯去学习,害怕更新与改革,懒惰起来连抱佛脚都不去抱。

我的问题,我尽全力自己解决。

想学学独立,要努力的自立与自律起来,毕竟长大了,很多事都要靠自己了。

不要担心太多啦!我真的行的。

没跌到过,就学不会怎样爬起来阿!

加油!加油!加油!

There are no boundaries

Miley Cyrus - The Climb

I can almost see it.

That dream I'm dreamin' but

There's a voice inside my head saying

you'll never reach it.

Every step I'm taking.

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction.

My faith is shakin.

But I, I gotta keep tryin.

Gotta keep my head held high.

There's always gonna be another mountain.

I'm always gonna wanna make it move.

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.

Ain't about how fast I get there.

Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.

It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.

The chances I'm taking.

Sometimes might knock me down but

No I'm not breaking.

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most, yeah.

Just gotta keep going.

And I, I gotta be strong.

Just keep pushing on 'cause,

There's always gonna be another mountain.

I'm always gonna wanna make it move.

Always gonna be an uphill battle

But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.

Ain't about how fast I get there.

Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.

It's the climb.

Monday, July 27, 2009

我有用心的

真的啦,我有用心update的。
虽然,很多时候,都不懂要写什么。
虽然,很多时候,想要大胆写的时候却胆怯起来。

要有内容,又要与我的感性贴切,更重要的是要顾及别人的立场和感受,
所以我的post都不容易写的。

我不是没有自己的想法,只是自信没有很高。
我承认我不够贴心,但或许我的关怀方式有一套啊!
我知道我不会安慰别人,我尽了力啦!
我可以成为任何人的出气筒,但你事先要通知我一声给我做准备嘛!
我的情绪很复杂一下的耶,尊重下我!

我饿了啦!不怪的没有力气控制我的坏脾气。
不管了,我去睡觉就是了.


傻瓜,谢谢你逗我开心。

Bluek..

Wat the hell!!
Is tat my fault?
Why it is my fault?
I'm just trying to make things right.

Fine, I don want to care anymore. Bluek...

Thursday, July 23, 2009

福气

今天请大家珍惜现在所拥有的东西,不管是人、事或物。
不要往往等到失去了才去后愧,因为后愧是很愚蠢的。
人的生命短暂,而且是如此的脆弱,灵魂可以随时离开身躯。
不要每天叹气老天爷对你不公平,
不要埋怨生活很糟糕,
更不要为琐碎的小事而伤透脑筋,
应该把目标放远,
为一个借口找三个解决方案,
好好照顾自己与身边的每一个人,
特别是亲爱的家人,
游子要多回家,
最算你只是呆在家看电视、吃饭、睡觉,
可是父母会看见孩子回来了,会很安慰,
我们长大了,父母却一天天的变老,
能帮忙他们的就尽管做,因为父母一生只有一个。
有人说,夫妻不和可以离婚,但兄弟姐妹却一生也不能断的血缘关系。



知福惜福再造福
我不知自己在胡说八道什么了。
吃了药,要睡觉了。
今天真的块累坏我了,幸好医学界发明的Panadol 650救了我。
不说了,周公在等我。晚安。^^

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

温室里的小花

温室的小花,是时候要长大了啦!
因为你已经不在温室里头了。

养料,要靠自己去夺取;
阳光,要靠自己去争取;
水分,要靠自己去吸收。


虽然你不是世界上最耀眼的那朵花,
但绝对会有有心人欣赏你。
虽然你没有松柏叔叔那么稳重,
但只要你勤劳的扎根,一定会有一番成就
虽然你没有草弟弟风吹雨打都仍饶仍怨的精神,
但你要坚定你的心与意志力,完成你的使命

加油加油加加油!
我好冷,真的好冷哦!
就好像冬天下雪一样,快要凝结成冰花了啦!

不玩了,要躲进被窝睡觉了。
周公,记得找我啊!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

SHE

She is upset.
She is down.
She is depressing.

May be she is tired.
May be she is lack of sleep and rest time.
May be she is sick.

She keeps quiet.
And she want to calm down herself whenever things go wrong.
She just tries to control her unpredictable emotion and hot temper, hiding the face frightened and tired of losing all the ways.

She wants to close her eyes,
she wants to close her ears,
she wants to close her mouth.

Stop watching the cruel of real life,
stop hearing the noise pollution that want to fill her with doubt,
and stop talking about all the gossip and negative thinking of others.

She is a small little girl,
too ordinary to be noticeable.
But deep inside her heart,
she wants to be the shinning star,
ignoring the others and live in her own ways.

She wants to live her life better.
But sometimes, she don't even have the courage and confidence to make a choice,
and most of the time, she is lost.

She goes away alone, leaving the others behind.
May be she is the one who want to be leave behind,
because she couldn't catch up and cope with them, any more.
May be,
She just wanna has her own time and own space,
a peaceful environment to relax herself,
try very hard to release all the pressure and stress,
and gain back her confidence and motivation.
She will come back soon.
Just give her some times.

I'm Sick

I'm so sorry to say that I fall sick again, second time in this semester, week 6.
I also dunno what the hell happen to me..
Now feeling all the muscle cramp and pain, eyes r sleepy and reddish while brain is malfunctioning..

Just now is my thermodynamics mid term test.
Well, I skipped all the lectures for chapter 3 and I keep dreaming in the class..
I do plan to study hard last weekend and tats the reason why i fly the aeroplane.
While, I turn out to be lazy and most terribly is i fall sick.

Fever start and sore throat come.

Haiz.. What can I say?
I'm kinda busy with debate thingy while the exam is near.
Yesterday really want 2 thanks to Gan, another brother from seremban for spending time 2 teach me bout themodynamics. I hope I do score well and not disappointing you.

Well, I really got to sleep di. Although my target sleeping time is 12.30am, I can't make it.. HAIZ..

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Short Update

Since no good news to tell, then i will just say "I will be okay."

GAMBATEH!!!

Friday, July 17, 2009

An Apology Letter

Dear my best friend,

I'm really sorry to cancel our date, and I didn't have the time to explain to you yesterday. I'm sorry. I really plan to go home this week, but, tonnes of work waiting for me to complete here. And the main reason that make me stay here is due to the mid term on Monday is one of the tough subject of mechanical and I had been skipping the lecture for the whole chapter. I got to find some ways to catch back what have I missed.

Really sorry to disappoint you. I hope you can forgive me. And I wish we can meet as soon as possible.

Yi Yong.

The New Journey

Start from this moment, it will be my new journey.

I try my best to do what I can.
Although I'm not perfect, I will learn to be perfect in all the ways.
Eliminate the bad things and instil with good qualities.
I believe I can and I will prove it to you!!!




**Can leave some message to support me?? Thanks a lot.. ^^

Thursday, July 16, 2009

tHe biG plAn..

1) Healthy life style
2)Balance Diet
3)Good communication skill (both english and mandarin)
4)Financial and time management
5)Study hard while play hard

iNsEct..

There is something I found on my bed this morning.


It is a dead insect. Quite big one. And another little ladybird also sleeping with me yesterday.


WTH with all this insect thingy.

Hope they will get rid by themselves..







BUsy. buSy with 3rd World Mandarin Debate TOurnament Working recruitment.


TIred. After a tiring day.

Although there will be a Quiz tomorrow, but I haven't revise it.


8am class again tomorrow. I pray I can wake up. Good nite..

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Good girl gone BAD

sleepless on Sunday and Monday makes me faint today..
I skip 4 hours lecture today due 2 can't wake up.
Isn't these a sad story?

Busy.. Really having no time sometimes.

But, that is an excuse.
I got 2 find a way to rearrange my life style.

GAMBATEH!!

《第三届世界大专华语辩论赛》招收工委


Saturday, July 11, 2009

Tiring

It is a cooling day.
Eager to have a peaceful and comfortable sleep, but, I got task to be completed.


I pull myself out from the warm blanket, try my best to open my sleepy eyes and go to brush my teeth.
A raining morning + half boiled eggs + hot Milo = my breakfast


Send many SMSs to variety people. But nobody reply me. 9.30am on a raining day, may be it is not a good time to seeking help.
After a small discussion, my roommate and I change our clothes and go out to hunt for fridge by ourselves.
Bukit Beruang > Tesco > Mydin > Courts > Carrefour


FH, QH and SH do meet us afterthat. Thanks a lot to FH for helping me to do some transportation job. And really sorry to trouble and wasting your precious time.


We have lunch at the Ichiban house. ..
Saba Bento = Saba fish with lemon + Octo + taufu + green tea


Shopping around Dataran Pahlawan..
FOS > Daiso > small shoplots > Brands Outlet > Nichii


We have dinner at Sin Tian Di. The promotion food is terrible not nice, don't ever try it.
Crispy chicken chop with barbeque sauce > oily and high in fat chicken chop + not nice BBQ sauce
The most yummy one is the Ice Lemon Tea without ice only.


WOndering around and plan to take 8pm bus.
We wait for 45mins in the middle of MP & DP.

Finally, it comes. We squeeze inside the panaroma bus. The water droplets keep dropping on my head, really annoying. But I feel glad to have a seat to rest. Having headache and feeling suffocated in the crowded bus.

Due to traffic jam, we arrive late at central. No Bus Tuah to MMU di. So, we decide to take Batu Berendam bus and request Yohere to fetch us back home.

The plan goes smooth. We sit on the old and lousy bus with all the noisy malay guys and reach petronas safely. However, we can't get through Yohere phone.
We start to panic, because it is almost 11pm and 3 girls standing in an almost closed Petrol station.

Luckily, Yohere does come after the calls. Really thanks God and thanks Yohere a lot.

I learn a lesson today, do contact Taxi if wanna go town until late day. Gambling the luck will not help and it does endanger life.

万事因缘而起,也因缘而灭

原来,要与一件合意的衣裳相遇,是要靠:

天时
地利、
人和


就让这人与裳的缘分顺其自然的发生吧!

Friday, July 10, 2009

T & T

TOAST & TOAST roti bakarING for breakfast today..

Although I can't wake up on 8am today.. hehe. ^^

going 2 campus now..

Wish

Wishing:
~ to eat roti bakar plus kaya and cool butter as breakfast tomorrow..

~have a sweet dream tonight.. ^^

Thursday, July 9, 2009

~ skip ~ skip ~ skip ~

I skipped 2 class today..

"Ring... RIng.. " I off the five alarm and sleep.

"Romeo save me their try to tell me how to feel..." my phone ring and i wake up to catch it..
"Wei? Oh, you go class first.. zZZ.." The conversation end and I sleep back again..
After 15min, due to guiltiness, I wake up to brush my teeth.
"Late by 30mins is better than absent." this is wat my heart thinking.

But, after i change my clothes and sit in front of my desk to pack my thing, I start 2 feel sleepy, no mood to cook breakfast some more.

Next, I go back to sleep, with the clothe and jean plus the warm blanket. thinking of " let me sleep for another half hour, i will wake up and go tutorial.."

~bluring ~
+
~dreaming~

" Wat time now?"
"OMG!! it is 10am ady.. my class ended."



"Rinnnnnnnnng,.."
My phone ring when I wanna go campus 2 do my thing.
"Ello? Breakfast.."

So I go breakfast with them.
An Indian restaurant, near MMU corner.
It is the cleanest Indian restaurant I ever been.
The food is nice some more.. hehe..
may be it has been a long time i didn't eat Roti..

After a satisfy meal, we go back campus.
I go to do my flyer and meeting in ixora food court.

Dunno WTH happen to me this week, like to buy all sort of kuih muih (make me fat one), extremely lazy and super duple tired.

I go to campus to meet fren later and we go to MMU workshop to help the guys on robotic challenge week's games field.
Quite interesting. If I have proper attire, sure I will have tried to help them out.

It is about dinner time, and I can't found anyone to accompany me.
So, I cook the Mee Sedap and I'm late to Japanese lesson.
Therefore, I skipped it.. Hahaha..
Hopefully I won't fail in the Japanese exam in the coming Dec cos I spent lots of money on it..

Going to Dr. Nabil class and luckily I didn't fall asleep. Cos really tired la.. Walk here and there 4 the whole day. And I just get the message that need 2 be at main hall at 8am, IS 8AM tomorrow.. GOing to lack of sleep, again..

Hope I can wake up tomorrow.. Oyasumi.. ^^

haru

erm, long time didn't update..
Don't know wanna talk bout wat..
I'm busy, sometimes.
I'm lazy, sometimes.

Today happy to go SPB's class..
Get CS4 and I got the chance 2 play with DSHL. Hehe..

Somebody fly me an aeroplane today..
I feel better after eating dinner..

Ya, today lab is terrible tension.
The lecture gives time limit and make the experiment becomes very competitive.
I hate it, because I can't really work under tension, the big one, while u need 2 be high efficient and accurate in observing.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Tan Jiun Ren. If you are his friend, don't forget to wish this little poor guy. Haha.. All the best ya!! ^^

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

To Nuffnang's Beginner

To Nuffnang's Beginner:

Objective of using Nuffnang:
*Publish some advertisement on ur blog and earn money.
*make ur blog more attractive and informative.
*stay connect to others blogger or nuffnang user.
*popularise your blog (more reader) and make it high ranking


On ur dashboard of nuffnang, u will see:

Earnings: Your review on how much u earn. there r terms n condition on how u earn by publishing Advertisement..

Analytics: You can view your reader from their IP address. Nuffnang rank your blog using this analytics. It just means your blog's popularity.

Xchange: A gadget to connect ur blog 2 the others. read the instruction 2 display it on ur blog.

Poll: You can create your own poll 2 do research on ur reader.

Add AD: After you complete the survey of nuffnang, u can copy the XML code into ur gadget. "Add gadget" > "HTML"> paste the code and arrange ur gadget.

Blog Manager: The main setting 4 ur blog.

Sometimes, there are contest or competition or even party and privileges for nuffnang's member. Just check it around..


Besides that, got something call innit ( http://innit.nuffnang.com/) .
This is one of the platform to let nuffnang promote their blog. Try it!



I got to sleep. Erm, you got any question just ask it or go 4 consultation of Jeffrey. He is more Pro..

And I hope others nuffnang can provide more information 4 the new nuffnanger..

Welcome to our big family!! ^^

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Fast Update

Status : Almost recover from sickness..

Mood : Exhausred .. HOMEing..

Activity : Going home in the morning. ^^

Objective : Hope to regenerate my spirit and energy.

Duration : 2 days 1 night

NUMBing..

A complicated day.

Everyday wishing a bright and sunny day will come, but it turns out to be gloomy and dreary.
Every morning finding an excuse to convince myself to cheer up, but sometimes, it turns so wrong.

I'm tired to blame the God for being so "kind". I just lack of sleep and being so numb in life.
But, who care? Who will understand that kind of EMO deep inside my heart, inside me head and inside my body & soul. Let it be..

BLAMEless.. NOISYless.. VIOLENCEless..TIREDless..
Just keep moving on...

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

第17界国际书法联盟大展


傻瓜、傻瓜,我是傻瓜,
你也是傻瓜。
可惜这世界的傻瓜太少了。
我愿你我和一般志同道合的人,
永远做个傻瓜,
去感化世上无数自私自利的聪明人。
~沈慕羽~

沈慕羽遗迹:

好一句“勇往直前末后退!”


我今天去了第17界国际书法联盟大展。
展览包括拿督沈慕羽局绅遗迹,来自中国、台湾、澳洲、香港、日本、韩国、新加坡、马来西亚等等书法家的作品。其中一幅是由马来西亚的十二岁马来同胞,沙莉花写的。

我很喜欢的其中一幅:















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**p/s :有兴趣的人可以联络我。

Oyasuminasai.

I have been sleep for an hour after updated my blog just now.
I suggested to go Pasar Malam to hunt for dinner,but the plan seem hanging, therefore I went to take my bath.
I take the shower without warm water (Ixora don't have heater and I'm too lazy to boil water ><) and wash my clothes for nearly 45min. I felt cold and depleted of energy that time.

Surprisingly my phone (nokia one) dropped on the floor and broke into pieces. I guest is the vibration is too frequent and the phone jump down to suicide. 2 miss called, from my brother and jeffrey.

So the plan go on, we go to pasar malam to seek for nice food. I spent quite a lot of money there buying rubbish. But, I'm glad that I managed to get Big Pao there. Haha.

It is too little too late to know that my meeting start on 7pm but not 8pm. Therefore I skipped it and have my dinner at Jeffrey house after going pasar malam.

Although my fever start but I still following them to campus. Doing nothing at SRC and QH suddenly call me for dinner(about 9.30pm). I persuade WK to go with me because I don't have much energy to talk ady.

I eat a quick supper and drink lot of water (Asam Buoi and limau). Feeling so full until wanna vommit di.

Thanks a lot to QH for giving me some medicine, really thank you.
I hope I really can get well tomorrow.

Haiz.. Got to sleep, 8am class tomorrow, I hope I can wake up.

Oyasuminasai. Yoyumei. ^^

Big Pao

An sunny day today.

After one hour of engineering maths tutorial, I have no class for the whole day, so QH, Jeffrey and I follow JY to The 17th Exhibition of International Alliance of Calligraphy and Culture at Soka Gakkai Melaka. Next year, it will be at Korea, so to the one who like calligraphy, don't miss the chance to see all those incredible and precious calligraphy work.

Although I have no appetide to eat anything (actually is no choice) yesterday, but I'm eager to eat Big Pao today. However, I didn't manage to eat it. A bit of sadness fill me. But I have a bowl of delicious Mee Hoon Kueh just now.

Now, got to take a nap soon. Uploading pictures and blogging make me so tired. Haha.. Nice dream. ^^

challenge..

It has been a tough days for me yesterday, I hate the feeling of being so weak and small.
Many things happen, not under my control, and not under my prediction.
What can do?
God wanna gives me challenges.
I won't surrender, bad luck,
I will just accept it,
change it or adapt myself into it,
to make it better,
and make me happier.