She is down.
She is depressing.
May be she is tired.
May be she is lack of sleep and rest time.
May be she is sick.
She keeps quiet.
And she want to calm down herself whenever things go wrong.
She just tries to control her unpredictable emotion and hot temper, hiding the face frightened and tired of losing all the ways.
She wants to close her eyes,
she wants to close her ears,
she wants to close her mouth.
Stop watching the cruel of real life,
stop hearing the noise pollution that want to fill her with doubt,
and stop talking about all the gossip and negative thinking of others.
She is a small little girl,
too ordinary to be noticeable.
But deep inside her heart,
she wants to be the shinning star,
ignoring the others and live in her own ways.
She wants to live her life better.
But sometimes, she don't even have the courage and confidence to make a choice,
and most of the time, she is lost.
She goes away alone, leaving the others behind.
May be she is the one who want to be leave behind,
because she couldn't catch up and cope with them, any more.
She just wanna has her own time and own space,
a peaceful environment to relax herself,
try very hard to release all the pressure and stress,
and gain back her confidence and motivation.
She will come back soon.
Just give her some times.