The count down

On 30Th of December, I got my first digital camera, a Sony T90..

High tea at Nadeje is absolutely perfect after a tiring shopping..

Thanks to Wei Keong for giving a big help on the last day of 2010.

A wonderful day being accompanied by my dear..

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For the New Year Resolution of 2011, I haven't figure it out yet.. wakaka~

记：非洲王子与白雪公主

今天，是第七天。没想到，就只有七天的童话故事。

回想七天前，在柔佛绕阿绕，想寻找新对象。

结果，因为主人姐姐的推荐，主人决定要了非洲王子与白雪公主。

主人的妈妈和弟弟精挑细选，花了长大半个小时的时间，选了最漂亮的白雪公主与最敏捷的非洲王子，愿他们的生命力很坚强。

长达3个小时的车程，把王子与公主运到城堡，安全的居住在小小的宫殿里。

宫殿里，没有豪华的装饰，也没有美食。

简简单单的，只有公主追着王子，王子灵活的逃跑。

接下来的日子，有饲料吃饲料，没饲料吃空气。

每两天，就会有一次的大扫除。

庆幸的是，十五楼的水，适合公主与王子。

每当主人读书很压力的时候，都会看看公主与王子不停的往上往下游。

主人看见被困在小小宫殿的王子与公主，怜悯自由的可贵，立下要搬宫殿的宏愿。

可怜的非洲王子与白雪公主，不幸的在第七天，窒息死掉。

支援氧气的打气机，因为有点噪音，被关掉数小时。

善忘得主人，没有记得、也没有体谅、更没有意识到王子与公主的生命有危险。

没有毒苹果，也没有心肠恶毒的巫婆，就只是个不负责任、观察力差的主人，害死了两条小生命。

故事的结尾：

但愿跨越人间的非洲王子与白雪公主在天堂里是HAPPY EVER AFTER的。

生命确实是那么短暂的，就像刚结束的烟花。

再灿烂的烟火，燃烧的尽头，只剩回音和尘灰。

请珍惜生命，珍惜仅有的时间，珍惜人生的，每一点、每一滴。

虽然尽头可能是什么都没有，但人生的意义，是在于享受过程，就像珍惜烟花在空中燃烧的那一刻。

~很无奈，很彷徨，很害怕，很自责，很心疼，很伤心，很累了。~

乡思之情

天黑黑的，又下起毛毛雨了。
归途，显得很寂寞、又悲哀。
思念，竟然在这一刻涌起、吞食。

现代人的时间，总是不够用。
回家，来得匆匆、去的也匆匆。
短暂、快乐的东西，总让人觉得珍贵。
今日一别，藕断丝连，乡思之情，缠缠绵绵。

珍惜，能享天伦之乐的时刻。
幸福，因为有座城堡永远庇佑着我。
感动，亲人永远是最爱戴我的人。
感恩，总是饱食暖衣。
感慨，我能贡献的，很少、很渺小。
期盼，是他们投予我的责任。
期望，我不再是那个长不大的孩子。
期待，望女成凤能早日实现。
希望，全家上下平平安安、身体健康、万事顺利。

今天的天气，还好。

雷电交加后的天晴，总是让人期待。

有人说：要记得自己的名字，才能找到回家的路。

我还记得回家的路。只是，没得回家。

而，迷失的，是我自己。

暂且，让我做个逃兵。

悠哉悠哉

好久没有过的那么清闲悠哉了。
闲地我有点忧，
有点懒，
只想呆在家，
静静地，
慢慢的，
让时间流过。

世辩叁后所谓的沉淀与过渡期，
过得七七八八了。

我的假期，
六十巴仙以上在睡眠中度过，
五巴仙逛街，
十五巴仙在吃东西，
还有二十巴仙在发呆。

暂时，没有方向。

或许，要开始计划读书。

明天，趁还没到前我要去睡觉。

期待，是平凡却是精彩的明天。

《转载》

1、如果发短信息给一个人，他一直不回，不要再发了。没有这么卑微的等待。

2、如果没有人陪，学着一个人听音乐看书写点心情日记。这是个好习惯。

3、如果一个人很难过，找个角落或者在被子里哭一下，不需要别人同情可怜，哭过之后一样开心生活。

4、如果一个人开始怠慢你，请你离开他。不懂珍惜你的人不要为之不舍，更不必继续付出你的友情或爱情，到头来受伤的是自己他人不会为之难过。

5、如果可以不抽烟，别抽。如果可以不喝酒，别喝。这是不爱惜自己身体的表现，如果只因一些人，那么我们别傻了，爱你的人不会让你难过的。

6、伤心的时候找个信任的朋友诉说一下，不要一个人默默承受，这只会会更添寂寞感与忧伤。

7、不开心的时候白天看看蓝天晚上看看夜色，广阔的天空自有属于我们 爱，宁可高傲的发霉不要低调的恋爱。跟自己说我是最好的。保持一份自信。

8、宁缺毋滥。不要因为寂寞随手抓一个恋人，这对两人都不公平，而且太缺乏责任感。找个知己不要是恋人。

9、记住你喜欢的人的生日，包括你的家人，当然，还有自己。生日没有人送礼物也无所谓，你可以买精美的礼物，送给妈妈和爸爸。

10、闲下来的时候,放一段柔情音乐，翻阅几页好书，然后睡个[词语过滤-#168]，快哉。心情不好的时候,也可以睡一觉。

11、从现在开始，聪明一点，不要问别人想不想你？爱不爱你？若是要想你或者爱你自然会对你说，但是从你的嘴里说出来，别人会很骄傲和不在乎你。

12、不要太在意一些人太在乎一些事，顺其自然以最佳心态面对，因为这世界就是这么不公平往往在最在乎的事物面前我们最没有价值。

13、不要为了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃饭、哭泣、自闭、抑郁，这些都是傻瓜才做的事。当然，偶尔傻一下有必要，人生不必时时聪明。

14、任何情况下，背后不说他人是非。如果一定要你说，说好话。多个朋友是好事，即使不是很要好的，总比因为自己说话不慎重不思考而多一个敌人好得多。

15、允许偶尔看肥皂剧，但不可成为依赖。允许偶尔披头散发，但要注重场合。允许偶尔骂脏话，但只限在老友面前或者独自一人时，记得说过后要忘掉那些让你难过的事。

16、一定要有几个异性朋友，没有非分之想.就是关键时候,帮你出出主意的好友。

17、学会承受痛苦自己调整心态。有些话，适合烂在心里，有些痛苦，适合无声无息的忘记。当经历过，你成长了，自己知道就好。很多改变，不需要你自己说，别人会看得到。

18、能不和人争吵尽量避免。一个发怒的人是很恐怖的，会因控制不了情绪变成疯子。忍耐然后思索问题的根源最后平静心态解决它 。

19、不管和谁有了矛盾和别扭，解决的时间不要超过24小时。否则麻烦会更多。在可以接受的范围内，先道歉。让自己做做坏人不是件真的坏事

A cloudy day

It starts with a bright day. The cloud on the sky fill the blue sky, but the day is still blue.

It's ok. Just don't defeat by one small things in ur life. Try harder. You didn't get it right because u are not in the right way, thr will be another right way to go......
I keep telling myself..

But things keep go wrongs. Can I jus keep hiding myself? Can I pretend to be innocent? Can I jus ignore the wrongs?

Don't be irritating. You are just tired. And wat u need right now is a good rest and nice sleep. So, go ahead..

Everything will be fine, after a sleep. Come on, u can do it!

blogging

Somebody told me that I have left this blog out-of-date for so long.. Thanks for giving me the enthusiasm to write something here..

After a 2 weeks of stressful final examination, 3 weeks of semester break begin.

Honestly, that 2 weeks are the most hardworking, most miserable, most tension and stressful weeks I have during last semester. But when it was over, my 1st year of degree also ended. Should I be glad or sad? I dunno. It has been 2 years I studied at MMU. People came around and go around, UPs and DOWNs I went through, fulfill my time with entertainment and meetings, I failed, I achieved, I missed, I gained, I learn and I tried something....... That's seem a lot but still a little compare to my life. Do I utilize the time wisely? Do I really learn some lesson? Do I really grow up? DO I? No idea.

After that, I enjoyed my 1st week of semester break in Penang. 3rd time in 2 years time I have visited Penang. The 1st one is 2 years ago vacation, 2nd one is last mid semester break nature trip, and 3rd one is a field trip.

Let's have a look with what have been changed for this 2 years...












Someone missing, and many are joining in.. Is that sound good? or maybe bad?

So, go to Penang is always eat, eat, eat, travel and grow fat a lot.. ><
I hereby wanna express my appreciation to the penang girl and her family, Qiao Hui Da Jie for touring us and take care of us again during the trip.

I wish all the sadness and misunderstanding can be forgiven anf forgot, and leave the sweet moment to be the memories and the power and motive to move on life!

I have finish watching 下体站，幸福 and others movies. Nice one!! But I wonder if our real life could have happy ending as it always shown in the end of stories.

"Destiny is not yet written,
history is not yet proven,
because the journey and not the path is what's awaiting in the end."
by Amar Delon

"Memories are fine but you couldn't touch them, smell them or hold them.
They were never exactly as the moment was, and they faded with time."
I finish reading P.S. I Love You by Cecelia Ahern. But I prefer to watch the movie.

Well, my semester break now left only 3 more days to go. I'm definately glad and look forward to back to Melaka again to enjoy my hectic life.. wakaka~

I haven't watch Prince of Persia!! and I feel the urge to go island for vacation after days of quarantine in home and working like a machine during study time. I want friends to be around me, sun shine, crystal-white sand, peaceful beach, blue-white sky, saphire ocean and lovely night with shinning stars. It just perfect! (in my dream)

Talking about friends, I miss the one who are now try her best to survive and study hard in New Zealand, I miss the one who are now busy relaxing and lazy to come out from home, I miss the one who used to spam my phone inbox with various kind of messages, I miss the one who we used to full my ears with noise, I miss the one who we used to hang out together, I miss the one who concern for me and take care of me last time and so on.. Look back to memories are good, plan for future is better, live today is the great! But, I just have too much time to missing the old times.

Some nice one quotes I would like to share:
*忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没时间体会痛苦，奔波是一种快乐，让我们真实的感受生活，疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚，愿你的生活多姿多彩，永远开心！

*我们走得太快，灵魂都跟不上了……

*逆风的方向，更适合飞翔。我不怕万人阻挡，只怕自己投降

*很久很久以前，谎言和真实在河边洗澡，谎言先洗好，穿了真实的衣服离开,真实却不肯穿谎言的衣服。后来，在人们的眼里，只有穿着真实衣服的谎言，却很难接受赤裸裸的真实

*生前何必久睡，死后自会长眠 (this is the most nice one, cos I have been sleeping like pig for past few days! >< )

Ganbatte!

I need strength to moving on.

I need energy to survive.

I need fresh n clear mind to think.

I need guidance to continue the journey.

I need intelligent to make decision.

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Just don't worry, be happy!

Tommorow will be a great day!

For me, and for the birthday boy, Kim San!

Happy Birthday to him.. ^^

~All the best ~

OMG

OMG! OMG! OMG!

I could't believe it..

Until I see it with my own eyes..

But I really made it..

Thanks to my daddy,

thanks to my mummy,

thanks to all the God that bless me,

thanks to the well at St. Francis,

thanks to the birthday cake last year,

thanks to everyone!!

Going to start a new semester..

There will be lots of lab and events this semester..

Good luck and all the best!

A good start,

with better confidence,

and will lead a great success!

Let's make a great life!

the sem break

Well, somebody says he miss my blog post, so I try to update it now. Hope it is not too late.. hehe ^^

Erm, from my very previous post, I went JB with my fren (QH, WK, JF, WJ, KS). All the nice nice photo can be viewed in facebook but not here. Cos I just got the photo taken by the 2MP Sont Ericson Phone. Although we didn't Christmas this year (Oops, should be last year! ) , as long as we all are together, we have fun and we share the moments.

Here is the expensive and fine dining food in one of the restaurant called Arashi in Jusco Tebrau City. The set is called Salmon Shabu-shabu, somekind of ramen with miso soup.

The most important thing is not the salmon, actually, I love the Chicken Leg Wan Tan Mee the most on the right top side. Haha.. What can say? I'm jus a Wan Tan Mee lover. It's yummy. ^^

Well, another significant place we went is the Lavendar Restaurant. We went their on Christmas Eve just for dessert. I regret. We should go there for dinner.

The atmosphere is incredily romantic and grand, with black and purple as the theme design colour. The hotspot we found would be the big mirror along the stairs, cos we can take group photo there.

I'm adding this line here to express my apology on a late thank you. Thank you to Tan Wen Jun for touring us at JB. I know u enjoy it too.

So ARIGATOGOZAIMASHITA~ :P

After that, I went to Kulai to meet my sister and my family. We have barbecue for the very 1st nite.

Sea food barbecue!! The prawn and crab were Oiishii!!

No doubt, we have fun!

The second day, my sisters, my mun and I went to Singapore.

The escalator is absolutely double the speed of malaysia.

Some photo taken in China Town.


The food price is 2.5 times. There are some dessert, Si Chuan food from China and also some local food.
The Yam with pumpkin dessert is my mum favourite. I like it as well. Cos it is sweeeeeeeeeet~


Night scene at Orchad Road. We didn't go shopping but dinner at the 4th floor.


ERm, my New Year was spent inside a KTV room. Watching people singing karaoke while I'm sending sms and drinking.

The days after new year is the start of boredom at home. Having the same routine everyday and become lazy day by day.

But I'm fortune to have frens around me.. Thanks to Ke Jun and Chi How for dragging me out from my home.


I watch Avatar on 6th of Jan. I spent a 10 dollar on the popcorn and carbonate drink just for the bottle of avatar. (It didn't shine in dark, the advertisement has make fool of me. =.='')
Well, besides avatar, I enjoy the sashimi and I Italia pizza very much.. Thanks to chi how again.. ^^

Yesterday, I went to pasar malam. Miss there so much, got a lots of local food I like so much.
I bought a few shirt for the new sem. Thanks to Ke jun again.. ^^


And today, I help my bro to sign up for his facebook.
For tomorrow, planning to go KL to find my sis for shopping..

19th Birthday of 2009

My birthday passed long time ago. However, I’m going to retrieve my memory and start the story now....

"SWEET 19" cupcake made by my "mum".. Thanks a lot!! I love it very much.. Cos it was very sweeeeeeeeet~

Engineering Mathematics 1 midterm test just pass a few hours ago. Another half an hour left to reach 29^th of July. But I already received 2 cakes and 2 presents. I eat two bites of chocolate cake before I brushed my teeth due to hunger attack. I signed in to MSN messenger, exciting fill me, hoping somebody will wish me. Well, before I sleep on 1.30pm, lots of friends do wish me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY, and I get my very own, first birthday song though Bubble Talk. Haha. Guys, really thanks a lot. I can’t imagine how you going to sing a birthday song on 12am without disturbing your roommate or housemate, and you have very nice vocal. Really thanks a lot. ^^

It is 9am in the morning, I’m struggle on which clothes should I wear today. A SMS comes in. Qiao Hui tells me that she going to skip class today, so I got to go campus alone. I’m wondering what she trying to do, and what affect her to do so. I’m a bit late to the class and only Kim San is there. As usual, I just copy and paste everything on the board on the paper without analyzing. No longer, Wei Keong, Jan Fei and Jun Yu come. We finish two tutorial classes and they pretend they don’t know anything. Well, due to I sleep a bit late (I’m sleeping pig) so I go back my room after they discuss nothing. So, my lunch is the chocolate cake and some yogurt drink. When I prepare to sleep, a SMS wake me out. Wei Keong tells me that we (both of us are lab partners) got to hand up the lab report by today. I become a bit “Pek Cek” and trying hard to chase away the sleepiness. After I take out last semester’s note, I’m heading to campus library. Surprisingly, Qiao Hui and Jun Yu are rushing for their lab report as well. Well, the story of doing lab report is not so interesting because it is very irritating when you have no idea how to solve the problems in front of you, people around you hoping you can help them as well, and I meet an egoistic guy that a bit bossy but still willing to teach us how to complete our lab report. The period of rushing report is difficult and tiring. I go back home to take a nap after that.

Erm, actually, all that intro is useless, the climax part is here:

Say "cheese" gals.. In front of Jan Fei's daddy BMW car.. Thanks a lot Jan Fei.. ^^

Nice car right? With some model standing beside.. ^^


We are Sibaraku-ing that evening. Here are the male gengs.

Here are the female gengs.

They are bullying the poor Kim SAn.. Haha..

I don't know whose plan is it and why is celebrating his Jan birthday on the same day with me.

All my presents are here..

A big teddy bear from all my beloved buddies,

a hand massage machine from my old frens,

a box of chocolate and cake from fish

and a box of chocolate and special hand-made card from my roommate..

By the way, thanks to everyone that wish me and remember my birthday..

Arigatogozaimashita!!

My little bear got company di. So he won't be lonely during day time. ^^

Lastly, let's enjoy a few photo I made from Picassa last night (7th of Jan).

The happy group photo.

The cakes and the present.

They are still warm and sweet inside my heart. ^^

Me on that moment.. ^^

~ THE END ~

Coming up NEXT~~

My new year resolution will be coming up soon..

And also some photo during vacation for tis sem break..

So do stay tunned~!!

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My New Year Resolution for 2010
1. Healthy Life Style
To : Myself
Ways : Sleep before 11pm everyday. Choose what you eat, be a half vegetarian is a good practice. Walk and climb as much as I can. Take a walk after every meal.

2. Skillful
In the field of : Language (English speaking, Japanese, as well as Chinese), News and Information
Ways : Write, read and speak correct grammar. Adapt myself to the news and be “IN” to current issues.

3. Characteristic Upgrade
To : Friends, family members, working partner and to myself.

Ways : Responsible for every words I said, every action I took, every task I handle and every promise I made.

( II)Be a caring person
To: Friends and family members
Ways : Decrease the selfishness, pride and prejudice. Send some greeting cards and don’t forget their birthday!


(III)Be a confident person
To : Everyone
Ways : You just have to believe to yourself! Talk out loud!


( IV )Be a determine and aggressive person
To : Myself
Ways : GO! GO! Go! Don’t defeat by the evil laziness!

YEAH

Exam over..

YES!!

~~~YEAH~~~

YIPII!!

Although I did it not so well for the last paper because of a bit headache and sickness..
But, who care? It's now vacation time...

I going JB this tme..

Happy Semeseter break MMU buddies~

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year Everyone!

YEAH

Exam over..
Although I did it not so well for the last paper because of a bit headache and sickness..
But, who care? It's now vacation time...

I going JB this tme..

Happy Semeseter break MMU buddies~

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year Everyone!

Study

The driving force to study => Exam

The positive stress for exam => To get good result

The effect of getting good result => A good job

The gurantee of a good job => Money

The objective of getting money => Get rich and live prosperity

Without financial stress, human can live happily ever after.

Is that true? I wonder..


What is the formulae for life?

The Struggle

The mood of final exam and semester break keep bothering me.

Stressful ~

Because of final is coming, but I haven't fully start my engine.

Many theories and laws need to be memorize but I still spend my time on jogging.

I will start to feel sleepy and bored whenever I saw so much words..

Exciting~

Semester going start once the exams over.

Count Downing for Christmas to come.

A special season for loving and sharing.

I hope all the plan go nothing wrong.

Sad~

New Year is coming following Christmas.

My New Year resolution of year 2009, I think I'll fail to achieve them.

And my birthday wish too, going to collapse soon.

I'm growing up, but growing older at the same time.

I have been doing nothing for this 2 years of my University Life besides enjoying them with fun and food.

WIshing~
Thoughts are inside my head but I don't have the chance to share them out yet.

I got to balance my life and my time better next semester.

Goals must be set clearly and specifically.

SO that I would not loss them so easily next time.

GAMBATEH! be optimise~

Life will be better, just keep moving forward~

^^

status

Exam is approching..

But,

I became more lazy..

May be not lazy,

is trying thousand ways and finding thousand of excuse to run away from doing revision..

It happens everytime.

Will the situation turns better this time?

I wonder...

"Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone,

I'll been waiting all there's left to do is run..."

"Stop day dreaming la!!!"

感触篇

是时候要磨练自己的话语程度了，所以，会常用华语写部落格。

考试将近，咱会有多点时间上来抒发下情绪。

咱刚从吉隆坡回来，是以世辩叁的身份到国能大学帮忙一场多媒体大学（甲院与赛城）与当地辩论队的一场友谊赛。说来可笑，这是我第一次真正的去观赏辩论比赛。比较精彩的是之后到
South City Plaza所观赏的南洋大学与博大的辩论赛。

其实，那一切都不是重点。重点是，我在回程中与巧慧谈天与分享的时候，引起很多心得。

“不要问，不要说，一切尽在无言中...”
这是不对的咯。还很大错特错。
因为你不是我，就不了解我在想什么。
所以，人与人的沟通还是用说出心里真实的话来，才不会有代沟和误会。
还有，用词在沟通方面也占据重要角色。
每个人的用词和其含义（也就是他想表达的意思）都各人不同。
所以在沟通时有必要明确表明立场。
而当误会产生的时候，有必要立刻解决，而不是忍气吞声，让怨气越来越重。
最适当的解决方案，也就是找个第三者帮忙和解与评理。

(因为室友明早八点有课所以长话短说)

所谓“它山之石可以攻玉”
每个人都是不完美的，但性格和脾气是可以改的。
如果能常闻人之短而补己之长，就能更好。
Good is not enough, but I'm not requesting for perfect, cos nobody will be perfect, just try to be better, to cultivate perfect gradually.

总结是，和知己分享忧与愁是件很快乐的事。
Listen to the third party point of view might inspiring u a lot,
Sharing is the fastest way to learn.

ps:我自知之明喜欢低调，但并不代表我没有立场或冷酷，只是满热一点，和习惯沉默罢了。
不过，我的眼睛还是看不到自己，有不对的地方，不妨给与批评，我相信我能改变。

Pasport

Well, I slept on 2am this morning but woke up on 7.30am. Wat's up?
Just to make pasport lolz...

My very kind Wei Keong drive a long long way to fetch me early in the morning.
The imigration department open on 7.30am but we arrive about 9am. So there was alreasy a long queue there.
I took my pasport photo near the cafeteria and wondering should I take the queue..
Well, I did queue to get my number. A nice number, 1118.
But, the number board showing "1003".
My god.. We waited for 3 to 4hours there watching Barbie. Sien~

After finished the payment, we went for lunch with Jeffrey, Wen Jun and Kim San.
We heading to Windmill Restaurant at Jusco.
The food is not too disappointing but not sumptuos enough. My rank is just 2.5 per 5 only.
After tat, we shop around Jusco before we went back.

And it was about 4pm, we went back to the imigration department to collect the pasport. Well, somebody miss the entrance so we have waited 120s for 3 times of the traffic light to turn green.
Huh, the incredible and horrible hot weather really cook us lively in the car.

But, I finally get my pasport.. ^^
Looking forward to go out station but still have to settle my assignment and final first..
Haiz.. GOt to start drawing again later...

GAMBATEH!!!

人生史迹

不是不想写，只是太多的杂念，不知从何说起。

人生很短，时间却很长。

经历了很多喜怒哀乐，却不足以重点化。

因为高调 = 自豪 = 骄傲 = 腐败。

怎么人性就是那么容易的腐败？

吃喝玩乐就是人生么？很颓废的生活着。

如果没有期望，是不是真的不会有失望？很颓丧的期待着。

我也只是汪洋中飘浮不定的小船。

随风而漂，水浪而去。

没有目标，糊涂的活着，人云亦云的活着。

使尽全力，却换回一事无成。

呼吸=活着？行尸走肉也不过如痴的活着。

现实中的大步走着，虚拟中却是如此却步。

如果说，我的存在，只是浪费资源，为社会添加寄生虫。

那么，为什么我还活着？

每一次的挫折，我都说：振作一点！不要放弃，你是可以的？

却一而再的逃避现实，推卸责任，闪避问题。

我，变了吗？

还是，这才是我的原来？

懦弱也！