乡思之情

天黑黑的，又下起毛毛雨了。
归途，显得很寂寞、又悲哀。
思念，竟然在这一刻涌起、吞食。

现代人的时间，总是不够用。
回家，来得匆匆、去的也匆匆。
短暂、快乐的东西，总让人觉得珍贵。
今日一别，藕断丝连，乡思之情，缠缠绵绵。

珍惜，能享天伦之乐的时刻。
幸福，因为有座城堡永远庇佑着我。
感动，亲人永远是最爱戴我的人。
感恩，总是饱食暖衣。
感慨，我能贡献的，很少、很渺小。
期盼，是他们投予我的责任。
期望，我不再是那个长不大的孩子。
期待，望女成凤能早日实现。
希望，全家上下平平安安、身体健康、万事顺利。

blogging

Somebody told me that I have left this blog out-of-date for so long.. Thanks for giving me the enthusiasm to write something here..

After a 2 weeks of stressful final examination, 3 weeks of semester break begin.

Honestly, that 2 weeks are the most hardworking, most miserable, most tension and stressful weeks I have during last semester. But when it was over, my 1st year of degree also ended. Should I be glad or sad? I dunno. It has been 2 years I studied at MMU. People came around and go around, UPs and DOWNs I went through, fulfill my time with entertainment and meetings, I failed, I achieved, I missed, I gained, I learn and I tried something....... That's seem a lot but still a little compare to my life. Do I utilize the time wisely? Do I really learn some lesson? Do I really grow up? DO I? No idea.

After that, I enjoyed my 1st week of semester break in Penang. 3rd time in 2 years time I have visited Penang. The 1st one is 2 years ago vacation, 2nd one is last mid semester break nature trip, and 3rd one is a field trip.

Let's have a look with what have been changed for this 2 years...












Someone missing, and many are joining in.. Is that sound good? or maybe bad?

So, go to Penang is always eat, eat, eat, travel and grow fat a lot.. ><
I hereby wanna express my appreciation to the penang girl and her family, Qiao Hui Da Jie for touring us and take care of us again during the trip.

I wish all the sadness and misunderstanding can be forgiven anf forgot, and leave the sweet moment to be the memories and the power and motive to move on life!

I have finish watching 下体站，幸福 and others movies. Nice one!! But I wonder if our real life could have happy ending as it always shown in the end of stories.

"Destiny is not yet written,
history is not yet proven,
because the journey and not the path is what's awaiting in the end."
by Amar Delon

"Memories are fine but you couldn't touch them, smell them or hold them.
They were never exactly as the moment was, and they faded with time."
I finish reading P.S. I Love You by Cecelia Ahern. But I prefer to watch the movie.

Well, my semester break now left only 3 more days to go. I'm definately glad and look forward to back to Melaka again to enjoy my hectic life.. wakaka~

I haven't watch Prince of Persia!! and I feel the urge to go island for vacation after days of quarantine in home and working like a machine during study time. I want friends to be around me, sun shine, crystal-white sand, peaceful beach, blue-white sky, saphire ocean and lovely night with shinning stars. It just perfect! (in my dream)

Talking about friends, I miss the one who are now try her best to survive and study hard in New Zealand, I miss the one who are now busy relaxing and lazy to come out from home, I miss the one who used to spam my phone inbox with various kind of messages, I miss the one who we used to full my ears with noise, I miss the one who we used to hang out together, I miss the one who concern for me and take care of me last time and so on.. Look back to memories are good, plan for future is better, live today is the great! But, I just have too much time to missing the old times.

Some nice one quotes I would like to share:
*忙碌是一种幸福，让我们没时间体会痛苦，奔波是一种快乐，让我们真实的感受生活，疲惫是一种享受，让我们无暇空虚，愿你的生活多姿多彩，永远开心！

*我们走得太快，灵魂都跟不上了……

*逆风的方向，更适合飞翔。我不怕万人阻挡，只怕自己投降

*很久很久以前，谎言和真实在河边洗澡，谎言先洗好，穿了真实的衣服离开,真实却不肯穿谎言的衣服。后来，在人们的眼里，只有穿着真实衣服的谎言，却很难接受赤裸裸的真实

*生前何必久睡，死后自会长眠 (this is the most nice one, cos I have been sleeping like pig for past few days! >< )

Random Update

Misunderstand happens when we don't understand each other. But, it also happen when we thought we understand each other and make decision for himself or herself based on your assumption.

Everyone will make mistake. Learning and accept critic from the lesson is not difficult. The difficult part is not repeating the same mistake again. (copyrighted by haru90)

There is always a way til the end. (copyrighted by Grace from YS)
The right person will find his right path to success. Jus as doing right thing on right time at right place.

If you determine to make a thing success, do it in a BIG way instead of trying and error for the small and easy way. Nothing is impossible, as long as you believe it.

**Life without FB is a bit inconvenient.

乱乱的心情与感想篇

刚刚游览了 http://31031990.blogspot.com/ ，以下是觉得很值得向大家分享的事项。

日子不會因爲你多努力而慢下來，好讓你實踐多一點計劃，也不會因爲你多怠慢而慢下來，讓你好好反省。

所以關鍵出在自己了。如何讓繁忙的日子多一點喘息的時間；如何讓閑悶的日子多一點意義。


儅人開始投入的時候，在外人眼裏看來的“犧牲”對當事人而言只是選擇。就好比，別人或許會說“我犧牲了和朋友唱K的時間，前來籌備。”我卻説：“我選擇了不去唱K,而來籌備。”同樣一件事，以不同角色應對的時候，心態自然也截然不同。
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和庆幸我最近没兴趣上面子书，那就会有多点时间专著在考试上。

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我喜欢登山的感觉,却不喜欢下山的感觉。
虽然登山比下山辛苦，但登山时是往上爬的，而且有目标，又有前进的动力。
越是吃力，成就感就越大。
可是下山的时候，不费什么力气就能到山脚了。
现实也不过如此。
有目标的时候就尽全力冲吧！虽然知道山峰过后就是退坡了，至少曾经努力奋斗过。
不想那么颓废的落后于世界，那就再爬另一座山，哪怕风吹雨打、荆棘崎岖，只怕心态老了、不愿意迈进了。还年轻嘛！
平地不是原点，只是冲刺的休息站。因为人生是没有回头路可以走，只有重新出发！
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曾经何时，很期待放风筝，因为每每看见漂亮的风筝在蓝蓝的天空飞舞时，会很开心。
但当你真正抓着风筝线的时候，当风筝飘得越远，我的心越不安，害怕手中又细又长的线，随时会断掉。
或许，我对遥远的东西会有陌生感；对某些事情没有办法拿涅的时候，我会胆怯而犹豫，所以习惯性逃避；适当的距离可以很迷人，但距离也可以令人不安。
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难做人，做人难，人难做。
要应付自己生活大大小小、重要或琐碎的事情，都很头痛；
要安抚自己的情绪、要管理自己的时间和生活、要满足自己的欲望，还要同时间观照别人的意见与心情，不难，只是超级难而已。
好要做个好人，真得很累人。
所以，我可以就做个简简单单的坏人吗？
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有人说，我把自己的生活弄得太忙碌了，所以会很累。
可是，我觉得还好啦，趁我有动力的时候就去闯啊！
不喜欢怠慢的生活，因为时间不等人。
虽然急促的脚步让人疲累，总比浪费青春好吧？
我只需片刻的休息，一阵子的沉淀，一定的娱乐，和一定的释放。（虽然往往会偏于放纵><）
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家，是个怎样的地方？
不在家的时候，会很想念他。
在家的时候，却觉得他很闷。
虽然他赋予我所需的保护、安全感和基本需求，却也锁住了我的翅膀，我爱飞翔的心，和我狂野的自由。
（虽然我不是个爱家的人，可是我绝对爱我的家人。）
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有人说，一个人的时候，容易因孤独而寂寞。
不是亲生体验，还真的不知道针不刺进肉不知什么是痛。
人与生俱来就是泛贱的，非要等到失去才会珍惜，无法拥有的东西才是最美好的。
空荡荡的房间，超大声的音乐，乱乱逛的思想，空虚的心情还真的显得如此沉重。
（人真的要每天说话，不然会因忧郁而死掉。）
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谁说累了会容易入睡？
不知是心情太紧绷，还是压力大，周公好吃才找我喝茶。
或许身体的疲累不算什么，但心灵的疲惫还真的需要时间复原。
不过，我又要往另一个心情出发了，就是加油！奋斗！努力！的读书，还是读书。

给我自己

每个人都有他的故事，
是甜的、苦的、酸的、辣的，
是高调的、平凡的、俗庸的，
精彩的、快乐的、悲伤的、痛苦的，
灰暗的、低落的、光明的、神采的。
我的呢？

很多人会问，
你最近怎样？ 你好吗？
生活再怎么难过也得过，
生活再怎么精彩也会过去，
因为花开了会谢，
花落了也会再开，
只不过那不是最初的景色了。

有起必定有落， 高峰后就是下坡的路了。
不管你愿不愿意， 人生还是那样起起落落， 一波未完一波又起的。

沉淀后，真地会有成长吗？
是不是每个人经历成长的岁月后， 都会变得贪生怕死？
越来越害怕改变，因为改变的背后总有代价。
开始害怕失去，开始有了“成年人”的固执，
这都是成长的过程？还是心态老去的现象？

最近的我，
因物满则倾，
差点让紧绷的弦毁于一旦。
还好，只是爱犯懒惰与逃避责任的毛病，
动力也总在体力不支的情况现身。
习惯性的自我隔离化与沉默胜过金，
来锻炼所谓的坚强与独立。
不想看透人性的丑恶，
讨厌人性腐败，
却借口连连，
迷惑自己，也欺骗自己。
迷惑、犹豫、却步、胆怯、跟着不理智。
彻裸裸的反省自己，面对自己，又是后来居上的事。
能不能诚实面对已经迷失已久的自己，
也或者我已经不是那个从前的我？
因为，我已经遗忘我要的是什么，
人云亦云的跟紧脚步而已。

我需要依靠，但请不要给我依赖；
我需要指导，不是听从指示和说服；
要摆脱枷锁，突破自己，建立信心之余，
还要保持纯洁心灵与思想；
我要求的，真不简单。
可是，这就是我要的。
只希望我真的能以我的方式，得到我定下的需求，
磨练智慧、体验人生。

学习，是人活着的使命吗？
但愿此动力，不要一觉醒来就消失脑海。
郑重，加油！

Study

The driving force to study => Exam

The positive stress for exam => To get good result

The effect of getting good result => A good job

The gurantee of a good job => Money

The objective of getting money => Get rich and live prosperity

Without financial stress, human can live happily ever after.

Is that true? I wonder..


What is the formulae for life?

The Struggle

The mood of final exam and semester break keep bothering me.

Stressful ~

Because of final is coming, but I haven't fully start my engine.

Many theories and laws need to be memorize but I still spend my time on jogging.

I will start to feel sleepy and bored whenever I saw so much words..

Exciting~

Semester going start once the exams over.

Count Downing for Christmas to come.

A special season for loving and sharing.

I hope all the plan go nothing wrong.

Sad~

New Year is coming following Christmas.

My New Year resolution of year 2009, I think I'll fail to achieve them.

And my birthday wish too, going to collapse soon.

I'm growing up, but growing older at the same time.

I have been doing nothing for this 2 years of my University Life besides enjoying them with fun and food.

WIshing~
Thoughts are inside my head but I don't have the chance to share them out yet.

I got to balance my life and my time better next semester.

Goals must be set clearly and specifically.

SO that I would not loss them so easily next time.

GAMBATEH! be optimise~

Life will be better, just keep moving forward~

^^

感触篇

阳光普照的早晨，吹着阵阵的凉风。
蓝蓝的天空，配上朵朵漂浮的白云，
树上的叶子随风摇弋，地上的草叶点头微笑。
雨过的天晴，总是留了点涩涩的感觉，
清清凉凉，快快活活。

塞翁失马，焉知祸福。
本来就不属于我的，何必执著？

成长的代价，也就是舍去童真。

怀念，那段有音符陪伴的日子。

有泪、有汗、有口水。

愿各往东西的朋友们，

生活如意。

有缘再会。

静下心来，用心聆听着美好的世界，你会发现另一片美妙的旋律。

~偷闲上来抒发一下压力，接下来又要与时间赛跑了。加油！~

Live harder

Why life is so tiring?
Why I feel sleepy all the time?
And sometimes depress of nothing..

My mind blank when I sat down.
But deep inside my heart,
the burden is overloaded.

Am I making myself a fool?
Am I overestimate my ability?
Or just may be I'm too greedy.

Is challeng a good way to learn?
Or mistake is the only teacher.

Suffocating with this hectic life.
Got to find a way out of it..

STRENGTH, COME BACK TO ME!!

LEO

" Your emotions may be highly volatile right now, dear Leo, and there is a great deal of passion behind your words. You have the power to instigate some major changes in your life, and if you are wise you will consider multiple ways in which these changes can be made. Find the part of you inside that needs a boost, the area that is lacking passion. Jump-start the battery that rules this aspect of your being, and make sure all your sparkplugs are firing. " ~ sources from Yahoo

This will be my theme for staying at Melaka this week. I hope I can make it.

SHE

She is upset.
She is down.
She is depressing.

May be she is tired.
May be she is lack of sleep and rest time.
May be she is sick.

She keeps quiet.
And she want to calm down herself whenever things go wrong.
She just tries to control her unpredictable emotion and hot temper, hiding the face frightened and tired of losing all the ways.

She wants to close her eyes,
she wants to close her ears,
she wants to close her mouth.

Stop watching the cruel of real life,
stop hearing the noise pollution that want to fill her with doubt,
and stop talking about all the gossip and negative thinking of others.

She is a small little girl,
too ordinary to be noticeable.
But deep inside her heart,
she wants to be the shinning star,
ignoring the others and live in her own ways.

She wants to live her life better.
But sometimes, she don't even have the courage and confidence to make a choice,
and most of the time, she is lost.

She goes away alone, leaving the others behind.
May be she is the one who want to be leave behind,
because she couldn't catch up and cope with them, any more.

May be,

She just wanna has her own time and own space,

a peaceful environment to relax herself,

try very hard to release all the pressure and stress,

and gain back her confidence and motivation.

She will come back soon.

Just give her some times.

Big Pao

An sunny day today.

After one hour of engineering maths tutorial, I have no class for the whole day, so QH, Jeffrey and I follow JY to The 17th Exhibition of International Alliance of Calligraphy and Culture at Soka Gakkai Melaka. Next year, it will be at Korea, so to the one who like calligraphy, don't miss the chance to see all those incredible and precious calligraphy work.

Although I have no appetide to eat anything (actually is no choice) yesterday, but I'm eager to eat Big Pao today. However, I didn't manage to eat it. A bit of sadness fill me. But I have a bowl of delicious Mee Hoon Kueh just now.

Now, got to take a nap soon. Uploading pictures and blogging make me so tired. Haha.. Nice dream. ^^

To the one I hurted and I loved..

To the one that I hurted:
I know a million thousand of "SORRY" can't express my apolpgy, for the Godsaken mistake I made, to hurt you the most, when you give so much hope on me, truly believe me and dependant on me; I did not stay by your sides, when you need me the most; I am the one who forget your birthday; I neglect you because I'm preoccupied with my stuff; and lastly, I don't even know how to tell you "I'm sorry to hurt you, my lovely friend." How could I just walked away from your life so easily and hurted you so bad. Although you said you already forgive me, but, I never say "sorry" to you face by face.

To the one that I loved:
Thank you, for being so supportive and give me your care and your love, although I start to forget to say "Thank you". You never grumble when I request help from you. You never mad at me when I did something wrong while you will try to fix it for me. You just give me whatever you can to satisfy me, listen to me and calm me down while I'm mad. You never fail to touch my heart and wipe away my tears. I couldn't say "Thank you", because that is not enough, for a friend like you, taking care of me for so long and forgive me always.

My lovely friend, do email or sms me when you miss me, even if we could not meet each other. Because deep inside our heart we know that, we care for each other. Friendship forever!!

All about LOVE 2..

Love is how much we give of ourselves, especially our time.

The passages below are taken from the book “The Purpose Driven Life” by Rick Warren. It was published in 2002.

Life is all about love.

Because God is love, the most important lesson he wants you to learn on earth is how to love. It is in loving that we are most like him, so love is the foundation of every command he has given us: “The whole Law can be summed up in this one command: ‘Love others as you love yourself’”

1 Learning to love unselfishly is not an easy task. It runs counter to our self-centered nature. That’s why we’re given a lifetime to learn it. Of course, God wants us to love everyone, but he is particularly concerned that we learn to love others in his family. As we’ve already seen, this is the second purpose for your life. Peter tells us, “Show special love for God’s people.”

2 Paul echoes this sentiment: “When we have the opportunity to help anyone, we should do it. But we should give special attention to those who are in the family of believers.”

3 Why does God insist that we give special love and attention to other believers? Why do they get priority in loving? Because God wants his family to be known for its love more than anything else. Jesus said our love for each other---not our doctrinal beliefs---is our greatest witness to the world. He said, “Your strong love for each other will prove to the world that you are my disciples.”

4 In heaven we will enjoy God’s family forever, but first we have some tough work to do here on earth to prepare ourselves for an eternity of loving. God trains us by giving us “family responsibilities,” and the foremost of these is to practice loving each other. God wants you to be in regular, close fellowship with other believers so you can develop the skill of loving. Love cannot be learned in isolation. You have to be around people---irritating, imperfect, frustrating people. Through fellowship we learn three important truths.THE BEST USE OF LIFE IS LOVE Love should be your top priority, primary objective, and greatest ambition. Love is not a good part of your life; it’s the most important part. The Bible says, “Let love be your greatest aim.”

5It’s not enough to say, “One of the things I want in life is to be loving,” as if it’s in your top ten list. Relationships must have priority in your life above everything else. Why? Life without love is really worthless. Paul makes this point: “No matter what I say, what I believe, and what I do, I’m bankrupt without love.”

6 Often we act as if relationships are something to be squeezed into our schedule. We talk about finding time for our children or making time for people in our lives. That gives the impression that relationships are just a part of our lives along with many other tasks. But God says relationships are what life is all about. Four of the Ten Commandments deal with our relationship to God while the other six deal with our relationships with people. But all ten are about relationships! Later, Jesus summarized what matters most to God in two statements: love God and love people. He said, “You must love the Lord your God with all your heart. . . . This is the first and greatest commandment. A second is equally important: ‘Love your neiqhbor as yourself.’ All the other commandments and all the demands of the prophets are based on these two commandments.”

7 After learning to love God (worship), learning to love others is the second purpose of your life. Relationships, not achievements or the acquisition of things, are what matters most in life. So why do we allow our relationships to get the short end of the stick? When our schedules become overloaded, we start skimming relationally, cutting back on giving the time, energy, and attention that loving relationships require. What’s most important to God is displaced by what’s urgent. Busyness is a great enemy of relationships. We become preoccupied with making a living, doing our work, paying bills, and accomplishing goals as if these tasks are the point of life. They are not. The point of life is learning to love---God and people. Life minus love equals zero. Love will last forever. Another reason God tells us to make love our top priority is that it is eternal: “These three things continue forever: faith, hope, and love. And the greatest of these is love.”

8Love leaves a legacy. How you treated other people, not your wealth or accomplishments, is the most enduring impact you can leave on earth. As Mother Teresa said, “It’s not what you do, but how much love you put into it that matters.” Love is the secret of a lasting heritage. I have been at the bedside of many people in their final moments, when they stand on the edge of eternity, and I have never heard anyone say, “Bring me my diplomas! I want to look at them one more time. Show me my awards, my medals, that gold watch I was given.” When life on earth is ending, people don’t surround themselves with objects. What we want around us is people---people we love and have relationships with. In our final moments we all realize that relationships are what life is all about. Wisdom is learning that truth sooner rather than later. Don’t wait until you’re on your deathbed to figure out that nothing matters more. We will be evaluated on our love. The third reason to make learning to love the goal of your life is that it is what we will be evaluated on in eternity. One of the ways God measures spiritual maturity is by the quality of your relationships. In heaven God won’t say, “Tell me about your career, your bank account, and your hobbies.” Instead he will review how you treated other people, particularly those in need.

9 Jesus said the way to love him is to love his family and care for their practical needs: “Truly I tell you, just as you did it to one of the least of these who are members of my family, you did it to me.”

10 When you transfer into eternity, you will leave everything else behind. All you’re taking with you is your character. That’s why the Bible says, “The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love.”

11 Knowing this, I suggest that when you wake up every morning, you kneel by your bed, or sit on the edge of it, and pray this: “God whether I get anything else done today, I want to make sure that I spend time loving you and loving other people---because that’s what life is all about. I don’t want to waste this day.” Why should God give you another day if you’re going to waste it? THE BEST EXPRESSION OF LOVE IS TIME The importance of things can be measured by how much time we are willing to invest in them. The more time you give to something, the more you reveal its importance and value to you. If you want to know a person’s priorities, just look at how they use their time. Time is your most precious gift because you only have a set amount of it. You can make more money, but you can’t make more time. When you give someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you’ll never get back. Your time is your life. That is why the greatest gift you can give someone is your time. It is not enough just to say relationships are important; we must prove it by investing time in them. Words alone are worthless. “My children, our love should not be just words and talk; it must be true love, which shows itself in action.”

12 Relationships take time and effort, and the best way to spell love is “T--I--M--E.” The essence of love is not what we think or do or provide for others, but how much we give of ourselves. Men, in particular, often don’t understand this. Many have said to me, “I don’t understand my wife and kids. I provide everything they need. What more could they want?” They want you! Your eyes, your ears, your time, your attention, your presence, your focus---your time. Nothing can take the place of that. The most desired gift of love is not diamonds or roses or chocolate. It is focused attention. Love concentrates so intently on another that you forget yourself at that moment. Attention says, “I value you enough to give you my most precious asset---my time.” Whenever you give your time, you are making a sacrifice, and sacrifice is the essence of love. Jesus modeled this: “Be full of love for others, following the example of Christ who loved you and gave Himself to God as a sacrifice to take away your sins.”

13 You can give without loving, but you cannot love without giving. “God so loved the world that he gave. . .”

14 Love means giving up---yielding my preferences, comfort, goals, security, money, energy, or time for the benefit of someone else.THE BEST TIME TO LOVE IS NOW Sometimes procrastination is a legitimate response to a trivial task. But because love is what matters most, it takes top priority. The Bible stresses this repeatedly. It says, “Whenever we have the opportunity, we should do good to everyone.”

15 “Use every chance you have for doing good.”

16 “Whenever you possibly can, do good to those who need it. Never tell your neighbor to wait until tomorrow if you can help them now.”

17 Why is now the best time to express love? Because you don’t know how long you will have the opportunity. Circumstances change. People die. Children grow up. You have no guarantee of tomorrow. If you want to express love, you had better do it now. Knowing that one day you will stand before God, here are some questions you need to consider:

How will you explain those times when projects or things were more important to you than people?

Who do you need to start spending more time with?

What do you need to cut out of your schedule to make that possible?

What sacrifices do you need to make?

The best use of life is love.

The best expression of love is time.

The best time to love is now. (123-128)

PS: The blog post is taken from email, it does not represent my belief and point of view , just for sharing purpose.

Life is short,

Break the rules,

Forgive quickly,

Kiss slowly,

Love truly,

Laugh uncontrollably,

And never regret anything that made you smile.

Choose E or M??

So, last wednesday was my last paper for final exam. It indicates the end of my foundation life.

Everybody gets their provisional offer for beta cousre in MMU. So do I. I have chose Mechanical Engineering. Suprise? Nope.. Not at all.

You know what, today, my sister, eldest one, told me just now : " Are you really going to take Mechanical? Telecommunication is better. blah blah blah... "

So, should I choose Mechanical?? or my ori plan, Electronic??

The truth of THE DREAM OF DANDELION..

The truth is ...
Life is made up of meetings and partings. People come into your life everyday; you say Hi, Thanks you, Sorry and Bye ; some stay for a few minutes, some stay for a few months, some a year, others a whole lifetime. No matter who he is, you meet and then you part.

~quoted from If You Could See Me Now by Cecelia Ahern

So, the conclusion is..
I'm glad that I met you, I'll thank my lucky stars for I that..

This story consists of lots of fun things like the Jinny Joes, the Dandelion, the meteor rains on 29th of July, and most importantly, the dreams, hope, imagination and memories.

The conflicts included love, belief, people, work, life and the soulution to reveil the truths. The climax made my eyes red and teary. But, the ending is awesome. Read it yourself and you will understand.
... it was the face of someone who had let go nd was truly happy."
The hint for hapy life is just ACCEPT THE TRUTH, LET GO AND BE TRULY HAPPY..

Thanks a lot to Qiao Hui for lending this book to me.. Although I took a long time to read it.. By the way, I didn't meet you for a whole day so I will return it to you early in the moring tomorrow.. Wait for me ya!!

Thought

No Pain No Gain… Accept the Pain, Future will be Fruitful…


Don't feel the work you are doing is pain, because there will be always a reason for that pain or work.


So face the pain, for the pain you face, there will be definitely happiness a head.

stop the fighting, pls!

ya, its time 2 stop the fighting..

sometimes,
i enjoy 2 play n having fun..

but,

sometimes,
i feel i'm so ginna..

so,
stop fighting!!

i'm going 2 be 19th soon..
i hope my mind is mature n nt stopping at 3 years old thinking..
jus act like a grown up..

huh...
jus 2 remind myself la..

sorry bro, if i punch u so hard 4 2day..
sorry little bro, if i really hurt u all the time..
sorry 2 all my frens, if i did hurt u (in the form of words or physical abuse)..

i promise i will change..
n be more serious next time..