人生史迹

不是不想写，只是太多的杂念，不知从何说起。

人生很短，时间却很长。

经历了很多喜怒哀乐，却不足以重点化。

因为高调 = 自豪 = 骄傲 = 腐败。

怎么人性就是那么容易的腐败？

吃喝玩乐就是人生么？很颓废的生活着。

如果没有期望，是不是真的不会有失望？很颓丧的期待着。

我也只是汪洋中飘浮不定的小船。

随风而漂，水浪而去。

没有目标，糊涂的活着，人云亦云的活着。

使尽全力，却换回一事无成。

呼吸=活着？行尸走肉也不过如痴的活着。

现实中的大步走着，虚拟中却是如此却步。

如果说，我的存在，只是浪费资源，为社会添加寄生虫。

那么，为什么我还活着？

每一次的挫折，我都说：振作一点！不要放弃，你是可以的？

却一而再的逃避现实，推卸责任，闪避问题。

我，变了吗？

还是，这才是我的原来？

懦弱也！

next sunday

Yeah!! Mid term was over...
I dunno why I'm feeling happy just now..
Maybe I ate too much sugar (chocolate drink and a Kit Kat as dinner and sirap bandung as supper).. haha...

Evey time something important over, like mid term, i will start to relax myself..
Well, tis is not a good symptom because I still got Engineers Graphics assignment to summit on Thursday and Japanese-language proficients test on NEXT SUNDAY!!

Huh...
I just hope I can get enough sleep tonight and my mental can be revive because I had 3 hours sleeping time on last sunday morning..
I pray hard that my hair don't grow so many white and brown hair and my Panda eyes can recover ASAP..

Got to sleep lo.. Nite.. ^^

感触篇

阳光普照的早晨，吹着阵阵的凉风。
蓝蓝的天空，配上朵朵漂浮的白云，
树上的叶子随风摇弋，地上的草叶点头微笑。
雨过的天晴，总是留了点涩涩的感觉，
清清凉凉，快快活活。

塞翁失马，焉知祸福。
本来就不属于我的，何必执著？

成长的代价，也就是舍去童真。

怀念，那段有音符陪伴的日子。

有泪、有汗、有口水。

愿各往东西的朋友们，

生活如意。

有缘再会。

静下心来，用心聆听着美好的世界，你会发现另一片美妙的旋律。

~偷闲上来抒发一下压力，接下来又要与时间赛跑了。加油！~

Tense

This weekend going home to my sister's celebration buffet dinner.
I hope I can finished all the assignment and lab report on time.

Later going to cinema to watch 2012. I hope it is a nice movie.
And tomorrow, going out too to do some research project while enjoy the task.

Assignment dead line and mid term are all on the same day.
My sister marriage affair also crush in the middle on such stressful short semester.
I pray hard, and wish hard that I'm not going to fail the Japanese Exam on December, because I didn't put much effort on it. Times does not allow for most of the time.

Sometimes, really wonder what type of life I want and what I'm doing now.
Hectic, tiring, gnirob, confusing.
Will the satisfaction comes after all these little challenge end? I really wonder.
Although everything is not difficult, but it is not so easy either.
GAMBATEH!!

Speechless

Ponteng Nihon Go class again 2day..
because..
Headache..

I want to stop mumbling here.
Off the laptop and proceed with my work.
Sorry 4 no time updating this blog..
Just because I WANT TO SURVIVE and LIVE HARDER.

GAMBATEH KUDASAI..

SDC Puchong trip

5 min some more, the day will end.

There was a one day trip of Solar Distinct Cooling field trip just now.
I slept on 12am something after came back from OC meeting of SB while wake up on 7pm in the morning.

After 2 hours journey, we reach puchong. The managers there giving us talk on their Solar Air-conditional system, Central-based control system and so on. After visit their building, we ate our lunch thr and depart to Sunway Piramid.

This is the 2nd times in this 2 month that I went to Sunway.
The first time is during Sem break, I went there for Sunway Lagoon and Red Box.
And this time, I went there for ice skating.

Well, the story was like too long so I will cut it short.
I had fall down on the 1st quarter round while moving around with the helping of the wall.
So that was damn hurt. My waist is terrible pain now. Hopefully I could wake up from my bed tomorrow.
Erm, thanks a lot to Wen Jun and Jerome for lending a hand. Haha. Or else, I would stick with the wall for all the times.
And also, thanks to Fish for helping me to solve the Wu Li Ma Cha problems.
In additional, thanks to Qiao hui's brother for formating my laptop.
Thanks to every1 who taking care of me.
I couldn't move on so easily if life is without you all.
Arigatogozaimasu..

Really got to sleep now. Tomorrow will be another hectic day, especially when ur body didn't function so well, it decreases the efficiency of work. Haha.

OYASUMINASAI.