rush update..

erm, today 8pm will hav applied maths test..
now at QH room waiting 4 her, while updating my blog a while..

my laptop was sent 4 repair, there4 will not seeing me update my blog the blog 4 tis week..
i will edit my layout very soon, i know all the stuff is funny n weird..


got lots of thing wanna say, bt time is nt allowed..
got to go, wish me GOOD LUCK n ALL THE BEST!!

SOS!!

Need some help from you all!!

1) I'm trying 2 edit my layout.. It is jus dull 2 always be pinklish.. Anyone can teach me or giving me some reference web site??

2) As you all know, my face getting "squarish" due to "addiction 2 starch's food" long time ago.. Any ways i can "slim" my face down??

3)My laptop's join (pliping part) , start 2 break.. Accer Aspire 5540.. any1 know where can fix n how much is the price??

I think that's all for SOS tis time..
pls, pls ,pls help me out...
Thanks a lot lot lot....

Hav a noce day!! ^^

updating my condition..

tis few day really busy..
no time 2 on computer..
no time 2 on9..
no time 2 update blog..

eating supper n bath b4 i slept almost become my habbit..
teh tarik bring the warmness 2 me in such an odd hour,
bathing bring the coldness n peacefulness 2 me be4 i could end my day up..
i can addicted 2 such life..
bt, it does bring side effect 2 me on the next morning,
pimples on the face, the PANDA bear eyes n the slow response on stimuli..
the worst is i slept during the lecture..
jus hope i can fix it as soon as possible..

painful...
my legs ..
the shoes bite me!!
don want 2 wear it so often..
it will kill me so soon ..

good news!!
almost all the assignment, presentation n report were done..
Sem break is jus in the corner..
it might be a bad news 4 me..
no on9 n no blogging in home town!!
i need 2 be in quarantine again.. haiz..
lots of thingy need 2 be revised 4 the test that will carry on rite after the break..
so, wat should i do on the coming sem break?
study? play? eat?
no idea...

苏格拉底和失恋者的对话

苏格拉底：孩子，你为什么悲伤？

失恋者：我失恋了。

苏格拉底：哦，这很正常。如果失恋了没有悲伤，恋爱大概也就没有什么味道。可是，年轻人，我怎么发现你对失恋的投入比对恋爱的投入还要倾心呢？

失恋者：到手的葡萄给丢了，这份遗憾，这份失落，您非当事人，怎知其中的酸楚啊。

苏格拉底：丢了就是丢了，何不继续向前走呢，鲜美的葡萄还有很多。

失恋者：等待，等到海枯石烂，直到她回心转意向我走来。

苏格拉底：这一天也许永远不会到来。你最后会眼睁睁地看着她向另一个人走去。

失恋者：那我就用自杀来表达我的诚心。

苏格拉底：如果这样，你不但失去了你的恋人，同时还失去了自己，你会蒙受双倍的损失。

失恋者：踩上她一脚如何？我得不到的别人也别想得到。
苏格拉底：可这只能使你离她更远，而你本来是想与她更接近的。
失恋者：那我该怎么办？我真的很爱她。苏格拉底：真得很爱？
失恋者：是的。苏格拉底：那你希望你所爱的人幸福吗？
失恋者：那是自然。
苏格拉底：如果她认为离开你是一种幸福呢？
失恋者：不会的！她曾经跟我说，只有跟我一起的时候她才感到幸福！

苏格拉底：那是曾经，是过去，她现在并不这么认为。

失恋者：这就是说，她一直在骗我？

苏格拉底：不，她一直对你很忠诚。当她爱你的时候，她和你在一起。现在她不爱你，好心不离去了，世界上再没有比这更大的忠诚。如果她不再爱你，却还装着对你很有情谊，甚至跟你结婚、生子，那才是真正的欺骗。

失恋者：那我为她的投入的感情不就白白浪费了吗？谁来补偿我？

苏格拉底：不，你的感情从来没有浪费，根本不存在补偿的问题。因为在你付出感情的同进，她也对你付出了感情，在你给她快乐的时候，她也给了你快乐。

失恋者：可是，她现在不爱我了，我却还苦苦地爱着她，这多不公平啊！

苏格拉底：的确不公平，我是说你对所爱的那个人不公平。本来，爱她是你的权利，但爱不爱你则是她的权利，而你却想在自己行使权利的时候剥夺别人行使权利的自由，这是何等地不公平！

失恋者：可是，现在痛苦的是我而不是她，是我在为她痛苦。

苏格拉底：为她而痛苦？她的日子可能过得很好，不如说是你为自己而痛苦吧。明明是为自己，却还打着别人的旗号。年轻人，德行可不能丢。

失恋者：这么说，这一切倒成了我的错？

苏格拉底：是的，从一开始你就错了。如果你能给她带来幸福，她是不会从你的生活中离开的。要知道，没有人会逃避幸福。

失恋者：可她连机会都不给我，说可恶不可恶？

苏格拉底：当然可恶。好在你现在已经摆脱了这个可恶的人，你应该感到高兴，孩子。

以真诚换真诚,做事但求问心无愧!

人在乎的是真诚，而不是容颜。

人注重的是友谊，而不是外表。

金钱买不到真诚。

人生难得的是理解，

可悲的是高傲

，可怜的是自欺欺人。

Humanity

almost all the people like to criticise the others..
including me..
they magnify the negative side,
ignore the goodness...
i wonder why..

most of the people like to blame others for fault..
bt, they never blame themselves although that is the truth..
afraid of being punish?
afraid of being isolated?
or just they can't take it when they r wrong?

although we are human,
bt the humanity n habbit r controled by ourselves rite?
so, improve yourself 4 a better world,
n 4 a brighter tomorrow..

It's over..

yup.. the drama was overed..
a simple story line,
consists of 7 characters,
reflects the ugly of humanity in the field of greed becos of money..


SPECIAL THANKS for:
Winson 4 lending his laptop n speaker as PA..
Yaya 4 giv me a favour on make up.. (although it can't really cover my tiredness..)
Jeffrey 4 lending his digital camera.. (bt due 2 u didn't turn up, we can't recorded ourself..)
Qiao Hui 4 sponsoring the make up thingy..
Kim San n Wei Keong 4 the fruits..
Jun Yu 4 the guiding..
Pay Shan n Jerome 4 assisting..
every1 who watching..
and all the members that act their best in the draMA..
THANKS A LOT YA!! ^^

HOWEVER,

the ending can be a new starting point..

cos the story of life won't ended until we die..

Erm, as the matter of fact, yes , i'm exhausted after the drama..
a 15 nap become an hour long..
my self control n self discipline become weaker these day..
I ponteng my japanese class again n again..
How could I do that??
huh~~~~

jus tired,

jus lazy,

jus not welling 2 get up the bed..

I still rmr my bro copy my attitude yesterday..
"Ello, I'm yi jia de yi, fu rong de rong..
She walks very heavy step.. DaDaDA..
She shouts with high pitch everytime with the ATTACK.. Ah..
She get EMO when there r japanese class.."
do I? haha.. i dunno la...




I hereby wish JY hav a safe journey to sabah..
And very best luck for the fencing competion...



Hope the assignments can ended so soon..
and the exam won't kill too many of my brain cells..



ALL THE BEST ya!! ^^

black

tis is a day wit some rain.. n coldness..

the colour of 2day is black..

nt sorrow nor sad..

jus empty n frustrating...

black with wondering..

black with confusing..

black with struggling..

which steps should i take?
the right one? or the left one?
is it the right one? or it is jus wrong?
where my angel n devil gone??
who going 2 tell me???

hey haru, where r u now??

erm.. erm.... erm.... i don know..

the sound of the crowd is too loud..

i can't hear myself...

they keep influence me..

but nobody tell me wat 2 do...

so, wat can I do?

take a deep breath when i feel suffocated..
bt it seem the air is getting lesser..

walk faster if u r going loss..
jus wanna go out from tis darkness..

run!! tis is wat could i do..
tears r jus the filling of my heart..

stop thinking n listen 2 the whisper..
the whisper of the heart.. SOSing..

blame them on me..
it jus all my fault..

blah blah blah..
i know i can take it..
calm down.. jus relax...

take it easy..

you can do it!!

drama will be on the next morning..
jus hoping everything will be alright..

"romeo save me they're trying to tell me how to feel,

tis love is difficult, but it's real..."

David : call ur bro n sis for help la!!
Cassendra : they are all busy la.. can't get through their phone!!
David : how bout ur lovely son?
Cassendra : water from far far away can't save a near burning fire..
David : then jus put off the fire yourself la!! stupid de..
Cassendra : .....

who going to tell me:

"don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.."

i wonder..

drama!!

OMG!! x 1000000!!

somebody take our drama practice video n update it on the U tube!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vMNxakj1Jo

huh...
give more comment on us before the drama comes live on tis thursday la..

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.


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[Part 1] Self Confidence: 60% -> You doubt yourself in some situations.
[Part 2] Sensory Perceptions: 51% -> Somewhat sensitive to stimulation around you.
[Part 3] Body Language: 60% -> Quite good at utilizing on occasions.
[Part 4] Conversational Skills: 80% -> A real talent!
[Part 5] Empathy For Others: 67% -> Occasionally empathizes with others.

You are a typical girl, like the majority.

LIKE vs LOVE

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時 你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；

離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑， 後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一 次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在 起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受 委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；

離開後 你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知 現在過的怎樣？'

然後你繼續你平靜的生 活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的 在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足 你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是 子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事' ，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉 。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你 中想的可能是你愛的人；

你會希望陪在 你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安 甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺 好幸福。

你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生 ，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才 諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自 心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他， 憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，

一旦發 他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即 疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的 。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和 多人在一起，但也許很多年後你才發現， 原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，就那麼一個 怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其 只是忙的沒空想起而已，

對於你喜歡的 ，你關注的是他的優點；

對於你愛的人 ，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點 果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛 ，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙 隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突 發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美 ，而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更 依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一 相比,你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情 不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感 情昇華了——

仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜 ，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在 一起便失去了和諧。

有人說愛一個人很 ，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與 喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，當你和愛的 在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

A hang out day..

~ morning wake up - sien.. ~

~ QH, SH n me.. ~

~ Bus Wira & town bus ~

~ Mahkota Parade - mascala ~

~ DreamBox - sing K ~

~ fried rice wit 100 plus - lunch ~

~ Nadeje Tiramisu Miler Cake - tea time ~

~ Long Black Coffee - it's taste bitter n sour.. ~

~ Dataran Pahlawan - hanging out.. ~

~ New shoes - Brands Outlet ~

~ Finger nail oil - Eliantino ~

~ cold air-cond inside ~

~ raining non stop outside ~

~ Ichiban Wu - Omu rice - dinner ~

~ Panaroma - sleepy, cold, a nap ~

~ Bas Wira - romantic atmosphere ~

~ Raining.. Harsh wind.. jus FUN & COLD!! ~

~ Ixora - a warm bath.. and will hav sweet dream 2nite.. ~

有一個人在森林中漫遊的時候，
突然遇見了一隻飢餓的老虎，
老虎大吼一聲就撲了上來。
他立刻用生平最大的力氣和最快的速度逃開，
但是老虎緊追不捨， 他一直跑一直跑一直跑，
最後被老虎逼入了斷崖邊上。 站在懸崖邊上，他想：
「與其被老虎捉到，活活被咬、肢解，
還不如跳入懸崖，說不定還有一線生機。」
他縱身跳入懸崖， 非常幸運的卡在一棵樹上，
那是長在斷崖邊的梅樹， 樹上結滿了梅子。
正在慶幸的時候， 他聽到斷崖深處傳來巨大的吼聲，
往崖底望去，原來有一只兇猛的獅子正抬頭看著他，
獅子的聲音使他心顫， 但轉念一想：
「獅子與老虎是相同的猛獸，被甚麼吃掉，都是一樣的。」
當他一放下心， 又聽見了一陣聲音，
仔細一看，一黑一白的兩隻老鼠，
正用力地咬著梅樹的樹幹。 他先是一陣驚慌，
立刻又放心了，
他想：「被老鼠咬斷樹幹跌死，總比被獅子咬好。」
情緒平復下來後， 他感到肚子有點餓，
看到梅子長得正好， 就採了一些吃起來。
他覺得一輩子從沒吃過那麼好吃的梅子
找到一個三角形樹丫休息， 他想著：
「既然遲早都要死，不如在死前好好睡上一覺吧！」
他在樹上沉沉的睡去了。 睡醒之後，
他發現黑白老鼠不見了， 老虎、獅子也不見了。
他順著樹枝， 小心翼翼的攀上懸崖， 終於脫離險境。
原來就在他睡著的時候， 飢餓的老虎按捺不住，
終於大吼一聲， 跳下懸崖。 黑白老鼠聽到老虎的吼聲，
驚慌逃走了。
跳下懸崖的老虎與崖下的獅子展開激烈的打鬥，
雙雙負傷逃走了。

由我們誕生那一刻開始，
苦難．就像飢餓的老虎一直追趕著我們，
死亡，就像一頭兇猛的獅子， 一直在懸崖的盡頭等待，
白天和黑夜的交替，就像黑白老鼠，
不停地正用力咬著我們暫時棲身的生活之樹，
總有一天我們會落入獅子的口中。
既然知道了生命中最壞的情景是死亡，唯一的路，
就是安然地享受樹上甜美的果子， 然後安心地睡覺，
只有存著這樣單純的心、少慾望、多一點赤子之心。

最近常常聽到朋友的親友去世的消息，
除了安慰了幾句外好像什麼都不能做了
恐怕有一天自己亦會成為別人口中的壞消息
所以你們有沒有好好的享受你在世上的每一分每一秒?
如果剛才你和另一半或是和家人為了芝麻綠豆的事鬧翻了，
現在頭頂還在生煙的話，請你看看那晴朗的天空和那飄渺的白雲，
其實你又錯過了美好的一天呀 !

有些朋友雖然不常聯絡，卻偶爾寄個E-mail、也許是一些笑話、溫馨小品，或是小遊戲給你，
這表示他一直在關心著你，他將你放在心裡，也珍惜彼此的友誼。

因此，要時時心存好意！
腳走好路！身行好事，惜緣種福....... 。
願所有收到這封信的朋友都能

平安．健康．幸福．

Love Song ~ Sara Bareilles

Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.

You made room for me but it’s too soon to see,
If I’m happy in your hands
.I’m unusually hard to hold on to.
Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,'
Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,'
Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason
to write you a love song today.Today.

I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.

Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,'
Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.

Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
.'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say,

I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.

I’m not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this
.If you’re on your way,
I’m not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.Today.

Too Little Too Late ~ JoJo

Come with me, stay the night
You say the words but boy
it don't feel right
What do you expect me to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You take my hand, and you say you've changed
But boy you know your beggin' don't fool me
Because to you it's just a game
(You know it's just too little too late)
So let me on down
Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone
And you know

It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't waitB
oy you know all the right things to say
(You know it's just too little too late)
You say you dream of my face
But you don't like me
You just like the chase
To be real, it doesn't matter anyway
(You know it's just too little too late)

Sorry, Blame It On Me ~ Akon

As life goes on
I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that
I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that
I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that
I've done
I'm sorry
I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday

I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain

And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans
I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on youEven though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on youI'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

給我女人一點面子

可以給你老公看,以後你也可以跟你兒子這麼說 .. .....　
（寫的真好）曾在廣播裡听到 ,
當孩子頂嘴甚至步入叛逆期時的因應之道做媽媽的總是嘮叨 ,
有一次已經高中的兒子不耐煩的頂撞了母親 , 母親氣得半死。

做父親的便約兒子一起出門散步。
兩人走了好久 , 父親一路上不發一語 , 兒子納悶。
一直到要進家門口時 , 父親拍拍兒子的肩膀,
以男人對男人的語氣說 :
『等一下進去時 , 給我女人一點面子 !』
兒子驚讶於老爸用哥兒們的語氣對他說話 ,
並因男人跟男人之間的義氣 ,
從此對母親畢恭畢敬的。

所以 , 有的時候 , 父親這個角色還是頗重要的 !

當我的小孩頂撞我時，我想告訴他，
下列的事任選一樣，做到後，才有頂撞的權利：
1. 連續3 個月每吃完一餐就須催吐 (孕吐)
2. 乳頭被別人吸到破皮達一個月 (餵奶)
3. 肚子塞一顆籃球達 10 個月 ( 懷孕)
4. 接受皮鞭抽打達 48 小時 (生小孩)
5. 10 個月不能喝冰水、咖啡、茶
6. 5個月睡覺不能翻身
7. 10 個月不能出遊遠行，不能跑跳
8. 10個月不能生病，要不，生病不能吃藥
9. 至育嬰室把屎把尿一個月
10. 晚上睡覺每二個小時起床一次，清醒30 分鐘達一個月

寫完上述 10 項，我覺得當娘的真不是人幹的。
想起一個高中同學他說：
有一次頂撞母親，父親把他從椅子上踹下來，
斥責他:你媽是我捧在手心的寶，我呵護她，照顧她，對她輕聲細語，你憑什麼對他大小聲!!!
我的同學再也不敢頂撞母親了。
~好感動，尤其是最後一句是經典。

男人們丫，如果你們真的愛、疼你老婆（女朋友）記得這句話就夠了！
老婆是拿來疼的，所以千錯萬錯都是自己的錯，
不服氣嗎？誰叫你當初追人家。
當媽的如果听到老公這麼說，應該會很高興吧！
男人要學著點...

Japanese Culture Night

YUp!! I went 2 Japanese culture night just now..

a bit suffocate,

a bit amaxing,

a bit of boring,

a bit of hotness,

a bit of suprise,

a bit of beauty,

a bit of cool,

a bit of handsome,

a bit of tired..

Hot dancing,

emo singer,

rock band,

cool model,

funny actor,

n so on..

______________________________________________

the drama pactice,

still like comedy..

we jus play play..

however, KS say sm words,

we are wasting time..

yes, indeed..

we are wasting time.

hope the spontaneously response of all of us is good enough la!!

good luck!!

drama

erm, tis few day very busy 4 drama practice..
tired, exhausted..
we use up all the energy 2 act n play play during the scene..
in an hour time, we could NG and add in many self-create (of course, nt logic) 's dialog..
they r crazy , crazy and dramatic enough..
bt......

sometimes, we are feeling tense too..
not everyone is borned 2 be dramatic...
they work hard 4 it..

and i realise 1 thing 2day,
now only i know my slang is totally unique n so alien..
haha..
no wonder in 2ndary sch time,
they always say when i'm scolding pp, i'm jus like tellinga joke..
huh.. gt 2 work out on it..
n MUET is near...
i totally hav no idea wit it..
no guidance, no guide line..

erm,
yesterday,
i read some of my frens blog..
i felt ashamed of myself..
they know wat they wan, therefore, they do wat they wan..
bt i...
i really can't figure out wat i wan, n i do the others do...
sometimes, i'm tired of following the trend..
sometimes, i'm feeling isolated due 2 out of the trend..
wat should i do ?
and another info i get is,
many pp started 2 improve themself,
try to do their best..
bt i..
i confuse wit wat is rite n wat is wrong..
wat is true n wat is false..
wat is good n wat is bad..


*i'm sorry QH n J, i'm feeling nt well in the car jus nw..
i'm so sorry can't help u all..
i'm nt blur, bt i can't really do any thinking n movement..
i got 2 sleep now..
see ya 2morow..

hope 2morow hav my good mood back..

~ loss again!! ~

~ lavendar milk shake ~

~ music ~

~ sing k ~

~ japanese ~

~ star ~

~ see wit ur heart ~

~ listen wit ur heart ~

~ jus sense it wit ur heart ~

~ my polaris ~

~ presentation ~

~ drama ~

~ assignment ~

~ fnancial management ~

~ diet ~

~ love story ~

~ romeo & juliet ~

~ friendship ~

~ a talk ~

~ CLS ~

~ time consuming ~

~ expired ~

# sad #

# happy #

# enjoying #

# moody #

# exciting #

# sorrow #

# emo #

*sweet*

**sour**

***bitter***

*spicy*

!!! CONFUSE !!!

!!! BLUR !!!

@ tired @

@ exhausted @

@ sleepy @

~ jus loss .. ~