JOGGING

yup, i hav been jogging 2day...
very long long time didn't jog ady..
around 5 to 7 round of the field..
i hope i can really run bt nt jog in the field..

hey, the orange juice, cucumber, mee n biscuit really make me full la!!
i won't trouble myself especially it is related 2 health de..

MMU BUDDY,
watching the show in front,
i miss my band..
very much..
we play the music together in the stage..
communicate jus using eyes sight..
having a tacit bt common rhythm..
jus playing a song..
huh, miss my clarinet sometimes..
dreaming 2 playing it again..
i don mind 2 spend some times on it..
i don mind 2 sacrify ..........
bt, after all, IT WAS JUS OVER!
memories fade, bt feeling won't dissapear.. 4ever..

it is a raining season..
many insects come into my room 4 shield..
oh god, i hate that!!

raining can calm pp, bt it makes us frustrated smtime too, rite?

HAPPY 2 everyone..

hei guys n girls,

i discover a way 2 motivate urself..

do u see the HAPPY O METER down there??

add it 2 ur blog..

update it everyday..

try 2 think of any of the small things or big things that make u happy!!!

so that u can push up ur happy level!!

try it out!!

stop the fighting, pls!

ya, its time 2 stop the fighting..

sometimes,
i enjoy 2 play n having fun..

but,

sometimes,
i feel i'm so ginna..

so,
stop fighting!!

i'm going 2 be 19th soon..
i hope my mind is mature n nt stopping at 3 years old thinking..
jus act like a grown up..

huh...
jus 2 remind myself la..

sorry bro, if i punch u so hard 4 2day..
sorry little bro, if i really hurt u all the time..
sorry 2 all my frens, if i did hurt u (in the form of words or physical abuse)..

i promise i will change..
n be more serious next time..

remind me pls! b4 i lose control!! pls..

OMG x 100!!
got 2 make it tis time..
erm,hoping all my frens n family around me can help me tis time..
it's really important n vital 2 me!!!
it is once in a life time event 4 me!!
especially i'm 18th that going 2 be 19th very soon..

i got 2 on diet!!
i got 2 do consistent exercise!!
i got 2 save my budget...

actually, there will be an big event held on june and september..
erm, jus hope everything will going smooth..
i wanna save some budget 2 buy new clothes n present..
n of course, new clothes must pair wit slim body shape rite? haha..
pls, remind me always b4 i loss control again!!
thanks ya pp..

一個罐子跟兩杯咖啡

這一天的哲學課，教授站上了講台
他卻不發一語，
只是從講桌底下拿出了一個空的美乃滋瓶罐。
接著他拿出了一袋高爾夫球
他把整袋的高爾夫球塞進了美乃滋空罐裡
然 後教授就問學生同不同意這個罐子已經是滿的了
學生們當然是同意。
接著，教授又從桌子下拿出了一杯小小的鵝卵石
他慢慢地把鵝卵石往罐子倒
邊倒邊搖， 不一會兒 所有的高爾夫球間的縫隙
竟也都填滿了鵝卵石。
這時，教授又問學生同不同意
這個美乃滋罐子已經是滿了？？？
學生當然是同意。
可是，話才剛說完 教授又從講桌底下拿出?
F一杯細沙子 教授又用同樣的方法
邊倒邊搖的把沙子填滿了鵝卵石之間的小縫隙.
教授又問了大家同不同意 這回罐子是真正的滿了？？
同學說應該是全滿了，沒有空間了。
想不到同學才剛答完話
教授又從講桌下拿出了兩杯咖啡來
開始徐徐地往美乃滋罐子裡倒
直到兩杯咖啡全部到進罐子裡，一滴也不剩。
倒完咖啡後 教授笑著對同學們說：
『現在的美乃滋罐子才是真正的滿了啦。』
同學們也跟著笑了起來 就在整個教室的歡笑聲裡
教授說話了
『你們知道我今天做這個表演，是要告訴你們什麼嗎 ？
我是要用這個美乃滋罐來告訴你們一個道理
一個關於我們一生的哲理。
這個美乃滋空罐就是我們的人生
高爾夫球就是我們生命中的一些大事情
例如：上帝，家庭，小孩，朋友，健康，還有你的摯愛。
生命裡沒有那些小鵝卵石或沙子是沒關係的
可是要是缺了這些大事情 我們的生命根本沒有意義。
小小的鵝卵石就是我們生命中的其他的事情
例如：工作，房子，車子等等東西。
至於那細沙子就是我們生命中的小事情
那些細微不重要的瑣事。
今天我的表演....
如果是一開始就先把細沙子灌滿美乃滋罐子
那就根本沒有空間!
好放入高爾夫球跟鵝卵石 同樣地，
如果我是先倒鵝卵石
那也是會沒有空間好給高爾夫球。
我們的生命就是這樣的
如果你儘是把寶貴的時間花在細微的瑣事上
你就不可能有時間去處裡重要的事情。
所以，我們該多花時間去注意
那些會關係到我們快樂與幸福的事情
多跟我們的小孩一起
多去陪陪我們的父母、祖父母，
多些時間給家人
多注意自己的身體健康
不要擔心家事做不完
不用擔心房子還沒粉刷
不要擔心花園還沒整理
我們會找到時間來做這些事情的
先多花些心思在那些重要的大事情上吧!!
生命只有一回
我們把事情的輕重緩急跟優先順序弄清楚
生命才會有意義!
教授說到這裡
有個同學舉手了....
教授，那兩杯咖啡又代表著什麼呢？
『我很高興你問這個，』
教授回答道 這兩杯咖啡就是要告訴我們
不管我們的美乃滋罐看起來是裝得多滿
我們總是可以有空間跟朋友一起享受杯咖啡的！
我們的一生似乎總是這麼的忙
有這麼多的事情要處裡
似乎是一天的 24 小時總是不夠用？
如果你還是這麼想的話 想想
『一個美乃滋罐子跟兩杯咖啡』的故事吧。
有空與我一起分享咖啡吧！

a meaningful weekend..

finally, i got the chance 2 go back home..

hehe..

i woke up on 6.45am early in the fri morning, jus wanna 2 take bus n get home..

things weren't go too smooth bt not too wrong, all the pp taking taxi 2 went away from the new bus terminal.. jus left me n some guard there waiting 4 the shuttle bus..

erm, luckily there r gals' security guard there ..

i get into the bus finally ..

new bus terminal's toilet.. really bored 2 wondering there..

heh..

later on, i went 2 meet my old fren..

we go 2 S2 jusco's old town 4 lunch..

the quantity is nt too much bt it made me full.. however, the ice lemon tea is terrible sour!!

due 2 lack of sugar.. (y don i add the sugar myself? oh, i didn't think bout tis that time,, how stupid am i..)

guest wat we do?

huh? don think nonsense..

we went bowling..

now i only know we need 2 let them keep a shoe (nt a pair) 2 lend a pair of shoes..

2nd row is mine result..

nice try on 5th round rite?

it is 1st time i play bowling le.. hehe...
watch the video down there 4 2nd times..

i almost get 0 every half round...

i help my bro 2 bought tis book..
Bro, must lend me tis book after u finished it!!
i wanna be the 1st who lend!!
i don care!!
haha..
there r somemore books that lure me..
EMERGENCY!!
so , whoever got MPH card pls PM me..lend me 2 buy some books.. thanks ya..^^

erm, i enjoyed very much that day..
thanks a lot, son..

i spend my weenkend at home..
watching tv, playing keyboard, eating, sleeping, reading books, playing wit my bro n so on..

however..
yesterday nite..
somebody called me 2 lately in the midnite bt 2 early in the dawn..
he alerted my mind..
thanks a lot guy...
i never felt the urge 2 awake myself on 3am in the morning 2 do thinking...
i took out all the old note books n diaries..
refresh back many many things..
there r too many things...
my life, my POV, my feeling..
the happy moment, the sad story n many more..
bt, it revives me very much..
cos i found my dreams..
here they r:
i wrote tis thingy b4 SPM..
i gonna elaborate more on tis thingy next time..

due 2 leak of sleeping, i can't really wake up the next (sunday) morning..
i took the bus again 2 back 2 melaka in the afternoon..
thanks 2 the brillliant JF and the kind JY..

we jumped down from the bus ..
i get back 2 ixora 1 hour earlier than usual....

the sky 2day raining heavily..
n the storm n lightening were playing around too..
the whole campus r likely 2 eaten by the heavy rain...

bt, i believe it is reviving the earth.. after it is being polluted so much...
i sense the freshness in the air after it stop..
jus like my mind is being activated again..


tis is the black chocolate QH gav me..
thanks a lot a lot...
luckily u back safetly 2day..




take care, my frens..
^^

too much bt too late..

there r so much things i wanna say bout it..
bt it is too much too late..
if i still rmr back here..
i will gonna tell u all about it..

hav a nice weekend every1!!

~My Dream..~

today, there is a couselling session 4 us bout degree's course..
however, our smart JY also having his counselling next 2 their table too.. haha..
i learn a lot from the topic 2day.. i hav been a long time didn't motivated by pp.. thanks a lot JY..

So, let me ask u..
What is your dream??

Human do loss themself during growth..
They scared 2 take the risk and nt strong enough 2 hold their dream due 2 the Superego (moral value of society)

i did not deny that i hav loss mine since decade ago..
2day, i can't really figure out wat my dream is...
A teacher? A successful business women? An event manager? A hotel receptionist? or a bakery's owner..
I WONDER....

**tell me yours..

valentine day VS brother's birthday..

Jus a nice picture i discover yesterday.. hehe.. 2 relate it wit my topic..

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Valentine is nt my day.. BTW, i'm happy that day..

early in the morning, i wake up ady..

i need a clean n peaceful environment 2 study..

Mariamnia started n i killed 5 spider.. hoho..

This is my lunch.. how much i get from the look??

hehe.. the taste... erm, a bit too saltly.. haha..

MEET DAVE, a comedy,

&

RUBIKS

&

editing blog

were wat I'm doing 4 a whole afternoon..

Have a little confuss, many question mark and exciting on the evening..

Thanks 2 jeffrey, the host that providing us a valentine gathering 4 us..

Thanks 2 jane, 4 preparing the food 4 us..

Thanks 2 JY, 4 lending us ur house's utensils..

Thanks 2 WK, 4 the chinese version's 家有喜事..

thanks 4 KS, 4 the cold drinks u provide 2 us..

thanks 4 Jerome, 4 the secretive info bout the party..

thanks 4 QH, 4 helping me washing all the plates..

hehe..

KS sponsor's cold drinks.. we r able 2 finish it.. haha!

the food seem 2 be nt much, bt it makes us full..

however, 6 cubes of tom yam flavour ajinomoto definately make the soup taste so delicious..

haha...

It should hav a compete pyramid if don hav 'YI YONG'

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erm, b4 we went home..

we sang a birthday song 4 WK..

although the time is nt such accurate (due 2 we r shui du).. hehe..

I challenge WK 2 play a song 4 us 2morow..

hope 2 hear from u.. hehe..

if u do it, u will hav a prize.. haha..

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valentine VS brother's birthday..

erm, there r something i wanna say bout it..

WK, happy 19th birthday.. wish all ur dream do come true..

actually i scared 2 be 19th.. if the time can freeze at the moment of 18th years old of mine, it should be wonderful.. (no worry, i'm nt hoping 2 be a vampire.. haha)

i know my intro is a bit long.. bt, the 1 who read until tis part is definately my loyal frens..

erm, wat can i say?

although it is jus a week, bt it seem many thingy had happened..

happy moment is short bt sorrow moment is long, that's wat v feel always..

the longest distance in the world is when 2 people face each other, bt their heart r miles apart..

the most hurting thingy can happen is when u need 2 hurt the one who u care so much..

the heart that broken will hav scar forever although it ady recover..

memories fade, bt feeling won't fade..

i don know wat i'm doing, where i'm going, n who am i sometimes..

if my decision went wrong, jus let it be.. cos there r no return..

"HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU?" the song i always sang, bt 我想我可以一个人生活..

nobody can't survive without anyone.. 4give n 4get it..

(OMG, my brain turned off di, i don know wat am i saying????? @.@

i should sleep now..)

when happy moment is shared, it is doubled..

when sorrow is shared, it is haved..

thanks 4 ur care, my dear n lovely frens, u all do touch my heart..

豪：睡觉过后会好很多。

~如果我有那么多时间睡觉的话，我想我的样子不会那么憔悴了，思考的时候也不会越理越剪不断啊！（我也不想看到镜子里的我一天比一天老去。）而且，周公不来赴约的时候，情绪是无可自拔的。~

豪：你知道你很幸福的吗？

~对，我也好久没想起我是那么的幸福了。我有家人和朋友满满的爱和关心,我还能有什么不满足的？~

****IF SOMEDAY, I LOSS MY MIND AGAIN, PLS REMIND ME I'M THE LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD! thanks a lot.. it can calm me down..****

--i really got 2 go, somebody keep urging me sleep.. nite!--

Oops!! I did it again..

Haha.. Not yet posting my blog entry ady hav 2 comments.. hoho..

This is the beautiful scene of MMU campus melaka during 15th of 1st month in lunar calender..

All the flower bloom.. So 'flower'..


The sunset on wed.. I go hiking wit QH..

Then, v having our dinner at Island Red Cafe which jus start business on Mon..

There are many workers and chef inside.. bt, many hands make 'messy' work sometimes..

I eat tis Maggi Mee cos there r 2 hotdogs, 2 fishball n egg too..

The soup is nice, although it is jus ajinamoto..

there r many aspect need 2 improve 4 tis restaurant..

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A new day on thursday..

Due 2 the intoduction of LAB SESSION jus take us 1/2 an hour,

KS was very excited 2 go Mc Donald 2 hav breakfast..

Thanks a lot KS 2 treating us the luxuriant breakfast.. (bt, it is really high cal.)

KS is frustrated when he can't draw the ogive smoothly..

poor KS, jus don set ur target 2 high,nobody is perfect rite??

He is joyful after getting his dessert.. Hoho..

cute ginna.. haha..

Wat u think they r doing??

Hugging?

Mxxxxxxx?

Don start ur pipe dream!!haha..

god, 4 teenagers sitting at the back seat ..
Bt,
Somebody is very high until he start dancing in the car..
poor KS becomes his 'steel pipe'.. hoho..

naughty boy!!

"Annoying!" Ks don hav eyes to see him ady.. haha..

do u ever see a roti boom smaller than the plate that use 2 serve dal?

here is it..

the lunch of QH..

I start 2 addicted 2 tis rubiks on thursday. haha..

Can't take my hand off from it..

Thanks 2 TY 2 teach me n borrowing me.. ^^

So, now is the main point...

the "Oops, I did it again!''

Actually,

I jus mis watching n mis planning my time..

Then,

then..

then...

i skip my Japanese class again..

Hohohoh...

Twice a week..

not a good record at all..

however, QH n I go to the 'Yuan You HUi' organised by CLS at EP..

Meet some of the pe05 & o6..

We watched many shows like chinese yoyo, drums, dragon dance, lion dance, chinese orchestra n so on.. due 2 don hav pro camera, can't capture the pic..

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So, V day is coming 2morrow..

Hope everybody enjoy it!! ^^

As long as u believe u r happy, u will be happy!

Have you ever found yourself saying, "I hate my life"?

Who am I?
Why I'm here?
Wat am I doing now?

I’m a bad girl..

The day b4 yesterday, I’m fortune 2 hav the chance 2 visit my primary sch’s teacher, mrs long..
N nice 2 meet all the ex classmate.. All become leng zai leng lui ady.. N nt the ginna 5 years ago.. hehe..

2day wake up too early, make me feeling PXX 4 a whole day..

Mc Donald make me loss control on my diet..

n sleepy make me nt concentrate in physics class..

after the angle n the demon struggling in my heart, I skip my japanese class 2day, I did nt deny I’m a bad girl, jus headache n bad mood took control over my EQ, I always believe take my own sweet time 4 bathing n sleeping can cure me..hehe..

start 2 feeling tension 4 study tis few day, confuse n pressure wit the start of tis new sem..

by the way, the moon has lied me to go n take supper.. haha..

Tis few day gt watch sm movie n read sm books, there r sm POV that I would like 2 share:

My Date wit A Vampire II : Bro, finally I finish the DVD.. dare 2 hate n dare 2 love is easy 2 say bt difficult 2 do.. n 1 thing, wanna stop oneself from crying is definitely going 2 kill me.. I hope I hav her strength in real life..

Bride War : I’m really touched by the frenship.. That’s is hard 2 find a fren that could share every happy n sad moments wit u.. be appreciative if u hav one.. reality might make pp change n rebel, bt time will always the honest narrator 2 tell u the truth. N nobody is perfect in tis world, v no need 2 pretend 2 be the strongest n perfectible all the time..

Bloodyhood story : life need 2 moving on although smone left u.. nobody will can’t survive without any1.. jus be 4give n 4get, learn 2 accept things faster, u will hav the chance more frequent..

“能互相信任、关怀和帮助的友谊，会比有负担的爱情来的珍贵和长久。”I 4get where it comes from, bt I like the meaning..

That’s all 4 2day..

Ginna geng in Jusco's arcade..

Shoot the alien!! n kill the monster in ur heart, u will feel the day turns bright..




p/s: thanks 4 vicent n ooi 4 listening 2 my great grandmother story. nice 2 hav a chat wit old frens.. Happy chinse V day!!

Stabbed by my brother,Lee Wei Keong!!

Bold the statements that are true;
Italicize the statements you wish were true;
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the tag.

I’m 170cm + tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
I drive.
I’m bored of driving.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone.
I have 10 handbags.
I buy PLAYBOY/PLAYGIRL every month.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
Wanted, past-tense.
I love emo rock bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I started wearing dresses.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
Maybe a little too much faith.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have cool hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last.
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I was stupid.
At times I think I still am a stupid.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m a sinner.
I have a Wii.
I can't live without musics.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
I hate Math. DEM RIGHT I HATE MATHS.
I love horror films.
I’m happy with what I have.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.(did i?)
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 14 year old car.
I hate people that are smart
.I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love clubbing.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I love my friends and family.
I'm hot.
What can I say? I'm sexy.



I stab :
Ming Shi, Shun Hui, Shun Fong, Fshi Heng and Ray,Boon Hao..
hehe..

GYM!!

erm, a tiring day 2day..

8am class until 4pm, luckily don hav japanese at night, or else i'll die so soon..
a very relax afternoon wit QH at gym.. we stay there bout 1 n half an hour 2 exercise..
hehe... brother, at last i can exercise 2 keep fit...hahaha.. so u will be the 1 who r still XAX.. hahaha.. eat so much fried chicken la.. keep saying "i don care!" la.. keep lure me wit the food la.. haha..

2day dinner wit my home town frens.. spending 1 n half an hour 2 finish the dinner.. everybody, keep in touch o!!

today

2day, we start 2 discuss bout the drama v going 2 perform..

I feel a bit pressure wit the character I take..

cos I’m nt dramatic enough..

While 2day evening, QH, SH n I hav been waiting

from 7pm to 9.30pm

jus to take the online notes..

v sacrifice our blood 2 the mosquito too..

must take back some service fees, transport fees n also medical expenses from them..

luckily Jerome comes n help us 2 carry the books, or else……

thanks Jerome 4 the cake.. u really make me fat.. u must responsible 4 that.. haha..

thanks 4 Shirly 4 accompany us 4 so long.. I hope u all can do smthing 4 her 19th birthday tis Sunday, SH says she wans 2 eat cake..

n lastly, I met Pavarit 4 a few times tis day..

(wat’s the point I mention it? I dunno.. very blur, sleepy n head ache now..)

My semester break..

On 15th Jan of 2009:


Semester break started for a week di..
Without internet, I seem hav been isolated from people.. No news no contact no gossip no works no activity, my world turns dreary.. Worst come worst, SMSing n get no reply, am I in quarantine??


Fortunately, CNY is around the corner n I find a JOB!! So happy n so lucky to fill my time with making biscuit.. preparing the ingredient, making the paste, molding n frying .. Make myself busy for entire day ..


I got an inspiration, or can be say as aspiration, I wanna learn how to DRIVE ! You know why, waiting bus at my housing area is jus like waiting miracle to be happen in the jungle full wit wild animals, dog n cat r everywhere n the bus station seem to be the home for vagabond since few decades ago. Erm, so I am trying to make an effort to eliminate the road n car phobia tis break, jus waiting 4 the chance n the courage.. haha.. (I failed 2 do so finally..)


“RIVERS FLOW IN YOU”, a song that haunted me on 13th Jan .. Haha.. My neighbour keep playing tis song while I am making biscuit, eating, bathing n resting.. “TO ZANARKAND” gives me the feeling of hope is coming to the darkness n desperation, jus like a star crossing the moonless sky.. While “RIVERS FLOW IN YOU” gives me the feeling of a newborn world full with strength, hope n love, jus like the scene of a garden full with bright yellow sun flower, breathing the fresh air of nature, I gain the power to survive.
So, that’s it.. My first week of holiday gone..
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Refresh back the event during Chinese New Year:






I do make something called biscuit,

but it is NICE TO SEE,

but not NICE TO EAT..

hehee..

must take yaya n may as Shi FU next time.. haha..

A very 'corpse liked-face' i hav during the day i back melaka to register 4 MUET..

I ate spagethi at Pizza Hut near KS house wit WK n KS..

I know wat u will say, "so fat ady, still eat so high calory food a?"

bt, as KS says, "i don't care! jus 4 tis time!" (bt everytime will be tis time.. hoho..)

Playing Yan Hua outside my house.. I think is 2nd day of CNY..



Welcome 2 Dong Chan Shi..

After traveling 4 one n a half hour, we finally reached our destination..
on 3rd day of CNY..



Let's drink chinese tea and play chinese chess together!!

cUtE right?

not me, of course..

is the potrait!!

Hope it does bring us good luck 4 niu niu year..

The big cow..

SIng K at GreEn bOx..

The conclusion 4 tis CNY is I spent it thouroughly with my family..

ALthough it is hurt when i need 2 sacrify my frens, bt it worth right?
Not many ang pao.. Sick on the day b4 Chu Xi..

however, I enjoyed burn the midnite oil jus 4 watching "DAte wIt vAmpire" wit my brother..

I am glad 2 come back melaka.. v do visit melacans on the last day of our holiday..

red cliff is bored if leak of the laughing sound of QH n KS.. hoho..

the 1st day of sem 3 is jus BORING..

the trees r gone.. so hot to be in MMU..

bt jus now, i can watching so much fireworks from 15th floor of Ixora..

gt 2 sleep..nite every1.

my godness

您的精神年齡30歲
與您實際年齡差12歲
幼稚度48％
成熟度43％
老化度44％

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