CC's birthday..

Today, 30th of April is PCC's birthday..
I just back from the small celebration..

The flow is like this:
I'm surprise to hear that my ex-SIR birthday is today on the evening..
after a rushing discussion and planning,
we are able to get help from JY , go to jusco to buy cake..
Thanks a lot lot.. My SIR's fren seem so unhelpful at that time..
So, we spread the news to everyone,
go secret recipi to buy a NEW YORK CHEESE Cake,
send the cake to da jie's house for keep,
then back to my room again..

Huh, I spent 1 hour to finished my lab report(actually nt yet la, just the front part done)
and the time went fast..
I packed my things, simply chose a shirt,
rushed to da jie's house to get the cake, then went down 2 Ixora food court..

WK n JF were there n they keep calling me..
Be more patient next time..

Rush, rush, rush again, to do the birthday card,
and gather all the people at the top floor of Ixora food court..
Unfortunately, the guard came up and want us to left..
after some argument, he stands there n watches us lit the candles..
we leave the cake with lighten candles in the center of the court and start to hide ourself when we saw CC's car passed by..

Soon, my SIR n Rcl came ..
U know wat?
the guard still standing there..
wat a wonderful portrait...
I think he eat glass for all the time to become invisible..

haiz..
the 1st sentence :"happy birthday to you!" started by me,
and we sang the song..
erm, just 4 once, nt fun at all..
he made a wish n blown the candles..
we faster swift to Habeed..

erm, the place was smelly n hot..
after finished the air limau n ate the cake,
some of us went home..
of course, 1 of them is me la..
I'm weary, after rushing here n there for the whole evening..
got to keep some energy because wanna go JB to find my sis 2morow.. ^^

Again,
I wanna thanks the people:
Da jie for providing the fridge,
JY for the transport,
all the guys n gals that turned up (Rcl, Bear, PZhen, PShan, Joe, Ans, Jrome JHao, WJun, Ah Yi, Ah Yong, PavS, BSheng, WKeong, JFei)

erm, I think I wanna mention..
Bro WK, thank you..
I'm missing my little bro at home when I'm playing with you..
Haha.. The scene is so alike..

BTW, I can meet my real sis n bro soon..
JB, wait for me.. ^^

*p/s: tell u all something bout my sir, he gave me the 1st nickname in MMU,

but no one used it ady, cos he is my ex-SIR di, n the copyright not reserved.. haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! ^^

PCC, the worm..

hehe..

Mariam: What can I help you, SIR?

I'm really numb!

Although I have enough sleep hour yesteday night,
but I still feel so weary for a whole day..

What a wonderful day..
I went to ACR to certify some documents for application of Proton scholarship purpose, early in the morning..
The post office was crowded with people queue up on morning time..
Fortunately, when I went there for the 3rd time, there were less people..
I bought a post laju envelope and put in all the documents..
"Please, please, please let me get this.. I really need it!" I prayed deep inside my heart, before i put the envelope into the mail box..
Guest what, I realised I'm really super duple numb!
I sent all the things through post laju but leaving the most important document in my file!!
I forgot 2 attach the prove of slip gaji!!
OMG x 300 times..
Like KS says, "It is so unacceptable!"
What a terrible and horrible careless mistake i have done..
Huh... sob.. sob..
Ish.. Ish.. Ish..
Haiz.. Haiz.. Haiz..

NIL

经过了辗转难眠的一个夜晚，

又要跟着时间与太阳赛跑了。

黑色，

哀吊，

宁静，

不舍，

感慨，

无奈。

天气热得发烫，

人也热得快要发疯了。

遥远的路程，

细细的回想，

微微的悲痛，

篓篓的不舍。

月有阴晴圆缺，人有悲欢离合；

但愿人长久，千里共张娟。 http://yiyong90.spaces.live.com

原来，身体上的痛可一掩盖过心理上的痛....

Confused..

I have been hesitated for a whole day on what to update for my blog.
Feeling: Confuse..
Mood : Swinging for a whole day..
Status : Not weary but can’t concentrate on what I want to do..

Early in the morning, I received a call from my mum, she said she want to come Melaka to pass me the Slip Gaji (for scholarship application purpose).
I’m a little bit glad, because I haven’t go back Seremban for this few weeks.



“ただいます　ちかく　ありません”, another message received.

Flash back on Wednesday:
“Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you!”
Our classmate are singing Birthday song to Choon Yang. He is smaller than us so he is celebrating his 18th Birthday.



“Our friend, Choon Yang has passed away this morning, due to accident.”
Well, I’m not sure is that true, but nobody will take sure case for joke right?
I just feel my mind is empty. Life is so unpredictable.
A few days ago, I have posted a blog about fate.
However, I don’t know how to handle this kind of situation, may be the facts is just unacceptable.
It is just “What the hell happen to this world!”. This phase repeated for twenty times in my mind.

Human’s life is fragile, we cannot deny that.
So, do enjoy your life and not EMOing or blaming here or there.


My uncle, Grandfather, Mum, Sis and Cousin do travel 71km from Seremban to Melaka to pass me a piece of document.
I don’t know how to express my appreciation to them.
Besides, I’m so numb, I don’t know where to bring them for a proper lunch.
We just ate Yong Tao Fu near MMU corner, and then, they went back.

I did nothing at my room for half a day.
Dreaming, surfing internet and bathing.
Fortunately, today dinner with brothers n sister at Malim.
By the way, the air in the car is difficult to breath, the condition is so “rigid”(I have no vocab in mind to describe it).
Erm, the sky today is very clear, and it is suitable time for watching star.
So, we travel another 20 minutes, to the beach.
Again, the music from PA system filled the air.
We were quiet.
Do this silent means peaceful?

We reached there, but the tide is going too high.
No cold water,
no refreshing wind,
just leave the lonely star doing their duties.
We saw a jellyfish, reflecting light at the dark.
Seriously, it is cute, very cute.
But, it is poisoned, so we went back after that.


The first time I felt the grass is so comfortable.
Jogging under the spot light might becomes my new favorite or maybe habit.
Thank you guys for companion, if you all are tired, you can left me alone, I already use to that. Anyways, thanks a lot.


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Again, I want to thank KS for your generosity and thoughtfulness.
Without you, I think I’m now still squeezing my head and doing the Academic Essay at last minute.

Another 2 guys I want to express my appreciation and praising are JF and WK. Both of you have been a responsible and good driver. But, JF, this does not mean you can play Fast and Furious trick next time. Thanks for driving me home safely.

Lastly, I want to take back a sentence. Bro, you do always fetch us here and there. I’m so sorry to blame you with this offence. Because, I just mean to be playful. Thanks again for building so much memories for us. You never blame even a word when something bad happened. So, this makes me respect you more than others.

____________________________

God, bless him rest in peace.

I just dunno how to express the condolence.

Susan Boyle - Britains Got Talent 2009 Episode 1 - Saturday 11th April

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RxPZh4AnWyk

Bravo!!

MUET..

I hate it..

I slept on 11.30pm yesterday..
Disturb by the mosquito on 1am n slept again..
And then I heard
"Bleeding Love~Leona Lewis-
Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen.."
My 3rd alarm finally made me awake on 6.15am...

My brain not really woke up when i walked to campus..
Felt so sleepy at the main hall- exam venue..
The 1st paper is Reading..
It should be the easier to score,
but not me..
I forced my eyes to open and start reading the last passage..
(I did in reverse way..)
What can I remembered was just sleepy, sleepy, and sleep..
Finally, it was done..
Take a 5min nap and the time was up..

30min after, we back to the hall..
2nd paper is Writing..
As usual, the first essay was written in orderly and very neat manner..
And the 2nd long essay, full with cross here and there, the words were like flying on the test pad..
I squeezed my brain cells very hard,
but not much information came out..
T.T'' now only i know i haven't save any files about essay on my memory.. haha..

3rd paper, Listening..
Wat the wonderful PA system and wonderful slang ..
I totally blank for the 1st time..
Get zero information from the funny-tune recording..
huh, i simply wrote some funny words..
It was so terrible..
I hate it..

Haiz.. wat a wonderful Muet..

Spotlight..

Actually, I didn't have any idea wat 2 update..

Erm, do you know the spot light of MMU main field will automatic turned off on everyday 1am..
Why I knw these?
Becos the main field's spot light is spot on my room..
Although there are curtains cover on the window,
but the light is still so strong..
that's why it called spotlight, rite??
haha..
So, next time you wanna know which one is my room,
just seek the direction of spotlight.. haha..

Back to the point,
Why I know these?
Thanks to coffee..
The caffeine does bring insomnia to me..
I couldn't fall asleep although the light have been switch off since 12am..
I count the sheep..
and time just pass..
And when the spot light off,
I'll know 1am comes ..
How dare I taking these drugs while I'm in the progress of writing my Academic Essay entittled "Negative Effects of drugs on Human"..
Will stop drinking coffee on evening.. I promised.. (myself)

Why I hadn't update my blog recently??
erm, maybe nothing happy n fun 2 be told here..
erm, maybe the sad things can go faster if u just need to be forgetful and eliminate it out of your heart..
that's why I don't want to tell sad story here..
Or else, all the guys will say me EMO and pessimitic again..

I do have some special thing 2 be written 4 today..
But, paiseh la..
If got time next time only write la..
wanna BIA MUET..
but I seem not in the right mood to do so..
Just wanna rest earlier 2day..

Thanks QH 4 invitation, bt i'm weary..
Thanks guy 4 the Otak-otak,
You all are so kind to me..
thanks again n again..
so tomorrow,
Wish all the guys, GOOD LUCK ya!!






**my phone got some problems today.. Can't send out sms.. Sorry to cause inconviniency and trouble.. N the hotlink no. expired la.. Sorry..

News

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to be continue in this link..
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/4375477/

Moving on..

Life just need to be moving on no matter what happen..

Everyday got life passed away ,

everyday got people lossed their job,

everyday got people divorced,

everyday got people loss their hope toward life..

BUT

there r many babies borned everyday..

there r many couples get married everyday..

there r many people gain new job with high salary..

n there r many people have their faith to life in tis minute..





The moon and sun continue 2 take their duty,

the tide comes n go every now and then,

the time tick tacking without looking back,

and the devil take lifes without mecy everyday..





Life need to moving on no matter what happen..

If one day, I passed away suddenly,

my frens, my family n my loves one,

you all still need 2 carry on your life..

cos my life ended doesn't means it is ur end too..



My dear frens, bros n sis,

if someday i really have 2 leave you all,

it is not because i do nt love u all anymore,

it is just my journey need to be continued,

although it takes me somewhere i never been before,

although it takes me somewhere dark and down..

although I'm afraid of lossing the things i have now..



I do afraid..

Afraid of lossing,

afraid of being hurt,

afraid of being seem to be a weirdo..

I do..



well,

Everyone else do..





I believe in fate..

But I believe my fade is in my hand..

I need to work them out to achieve my dream..

bt, in the matter of private affairs,

I just let the fate set by God..

so, I do believe in fate..

Just let the fate carry on..

Photoing..

Red jasmine will be the starter..

I'm not sure all tis photo taken on wat time..

but just wanna share with you all..

Elmo's tie and Da Jie's fan plus the modal.. hehe.. ^^

WJ, me and da jie on the car, on the way 2 eat sushi..

QH n I.. cos nothing 2 do, we take photo.. hehe.

Marvellous sushi we had at Ichiban House..

Marvellous price we had too 4 that dinner..

I think we went to watch movie after that..

Elmo's cup cake i found at One Stop,

mini market at MMU..

Cute, rite?

The ticket given by yohere 2 watch his performance at Asian Village..

Nice wan tan mee i have at MMU corner..

you all should try if come melaka..

The first them i meet him,

i felt in love with him..

I love him, because

his sorrow,

his strong power..

I just can't resist his handsome!!

Everytime the car passes tis spot
I could meet my idol,

Standing at the center of grave..

somewhere at melaka..

haha..

thanks to the driver 3 slowing down the car n let me capture my idol's picture..

i forget who is the driver di..

thanks thanks n thanks a lot..

ありがとございました!!

the road to my bro's house..

just a nice scene..

Erm, i still rmr that day..

we shopping at mahkota parade..

Jefrrey bought his new shoes at Bata, MP..

bt WK, bought his at Taman Bunga Raya..

they bought the same brand same price different sizes shoes at different location..

tis picture is capture from a shop at tmn bunga raya..

so JAPAN style.. haha..
the most memorable thing is the Long Yan Shui..

Cold, sweet water 4 a hot weather, it is just SONG KA LIAO..

it costs us rm 1 per bowl..

yummy.. ^^

we went 2 Asian Village later on..

A cute lamb from 12 animals..

taken at Asean Village..

6 of us with jeffrey car..

jeffrey n I woke up early in the morning n drove to melaka..

Jane, a little make up cos she went 2 perform at somewhere out there.. hehe.. ^^

We went Mc Donald 4 dinner..

say cheese !!

Nice scene from Asean Village too..

Seremban's view..

yo is here.. haha..
Dunno when, I think is near exam time,

the worm, yo n I went 2 hiking..

A geng of gals we meet there..

Both of them dare 2 go up with the string..

The sky n the tree there..

A present I get from Da Jie..

thanks a lt, QH!!

bt I think it is too earlier 4 my birthday..

wat I want 2 say is,

I'm still 18!!

Souvenir from Da JIe..

A picture taken at Cyberia, cyberjaya..

during IET trip..

A place we discovered at Alamanda..

Selling the Black Canyon Coffee,,

A drink from Paradise,

available on Earth.

The Menu..

Huh, nice spagetthi..

I feel so hungry now when seeing tis pic..

we went 2 the garden..

Da jie is in front..

The man wearing black shirt far far across the lake is jeffrey..

Yellow jasmine n KS..

I just play play la..

haha..

tis is nt my work..

the tree have no leaf..

nouth exit of alamanda got bamboo rows..

cute lamps i saw at IKEA..

shoping day with my sisters..

if you touch it,

it will off the light..

The price is RM2+.++ only..

We went to 1 Utama have lunch after that..
1 piece of sushi only RM1.00

The cool noodles..
the taste is so so only..

the weird bird's egg for the cool noodles..

Sien at home.. So I played with my handphone..

Air Limau Suam at Plaza Siswa..

Having sore throat that time..
Can't eat anything bt just the butterscotch n tis air limau..

The scene of melaka river..

I went there with QH n Jeffrey..
on the day i feel lost at melaka central.. haha..

this thingy costs me RM350.00

Mc Donald chili n ketchup sauces...

My bro's favourate, Mc Donald french fried..

The fillet o fish burger treated bt WK!!

KS was so happy n excited...

so do jeffrey..

My brother n JY enjoying their meal..

Jy promoting his Coke,,

Waiting...

Waiting..

Just waiting 4 the enginee to warm up..

All of us dare nt 2 go into the car cos the weater too hot, makes the car become oven..

Pantai Puteri, Klebang..

nice scene that day..

blue sky with cystal liked sea water..

The sunset..

Just amazing scenery that can't captured by camera but heart..

although memories might fade away,

but the feeling won't..

Emo HY at the beach..

Me..

that night have very clear sky with thousands of star..

yesterday, i went to the chinese orhestra concert..

it was just fanstatic..

thanks 2 chi how 4 offering the ticket..

So the video is the song Permata Dunia sang live with Chinese Orchestra..

Although the quality nt good, bt just enjoy it..