Crashing..

Everything is crashing..
class, assignment, event, meeting..
challenging my indecisive mind..
time tick tacking without mecy..
i'm losing control with my mind..
especially when my health disallow me 2 be strong..
The busy life coming back..
is that a happy starting point?
i wonder...

The worst thing happened 2 me is i'm still sick..
the 1st record in my life that i go clinic for 3times a week..
Why i'm not recover yet??

haiz...
sick of being ill..